--------with all i am

red and puffy

2006-11-21T22:28:00.000-08:00

woke up today with a terrible headache.
feeling prettyy low.. i dun even wanna talk about it..
replaying the entire conversation in my head just makes me wonder alot about stuff..
i'm confused really but i'm always left hanging, making my own assumptions and feeling disappointed in the end, coming up with my own conclusion after thinking over and over

i'm off.

life in colour

2006-11-15T23:19:00.000-08:00

i'm back! after many many months of no entries
loads of stuff happened but just too lazy to blog about it and moreover photobucket gives me alot of problems- one more reason for the lack of updates

for starters, in exactly 24 hours, let's all scream: "A levels are over!!!"
yay yay! like finally.. feel lyk i've been studying for so long and now it's over.. i'm not going to think of results day (tho i know physics is gg to be terrible) instead, fun is all i'm gg to think about for the next dunnohowmany months

i'm having a headache over my prom dress.
i had planned to ask sheila's mummy to tailor my dress but she's too busy so it's not possible.. i spent hrs looking thru online stores and ebay to no avail.. the tailor across my house charges 160 bucks to tailor my dress excluding material (guess that's the standard rates) so it'll total up to about 200 plus..*gasp
nevermind, i'll just start shopping around till i find something.

like i said, loads of stuff happened so here's a short walk down memory lane

ryan's birthday
take a close look at the cake.. i baked it.. my first attempt at baking a cake..

here's what he thought about the cake :" u know normally when u use a fork to poke a cake, the crumbs will fall all over and u won't be able to lift it up.. your cake, u put a fork in, lift up the cake and swing the fork around and nothing will fall out."
haha. i'm taking that comment as a appreciation for my efforts

then we headed to sentosa

national day parade
it was the day that ryan was patriotic for once.. singing all the national day songs.. ok fine i was the one singing, he's too cool for that.. er actually he didn't know the lyrics or i bet he'll definitely sing along

not long after, came my birthday!
it was truly a memorable one and although this is kinda late, thanks to all who made the day a great one =))
the gifts

mr pig brought me to swensons so that i cld get the free firehouse happy birthday haha

back at home, i got to eat steamboat and marinated meat seoul-garden style and a unique cake wus awaiting

jean me mummy

see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil

jean and kakka were really sweet
they made me this

i got an addition to a family too frm andrew
presenting snow white

jean with snow white

alrites and tt's about it..
i'm prolly gg for esprit interview tmr wish me luck!
i'm off =)

i love ryan

2006-04-25T02:28:00.000-07:00

last sat i went out after church wif mydearest to city hall to watch burn the floor.. it's SO NICE!! songs were like really catchy and the dance steps..WOW..

so anyway, we were on our way to suntec when this lady gave us a flyer bout a sale selling all the branded stuff..so out of curiosity, we went there and checked the stuff out.. spent like 15 mins there scrutinizing the authencity of the stuff.. and we both agreed it's fake la.. imagine LV and burberry wallets going at 49 bucks.. kinda too good to believe..

went off to eat but there was another sale! this time is nike. was just browsing..found some nice stuff but den decided we din need it so finally we went off to dinner..

we ate dinner like in 5 mins la!!! never eaten a entire mushroom swiss so quickly before and the ben ben went to upsize the meal when we're like in a rush cus it's 7.50 and the show starts at 8.00 and we were far away frm the convention hall.. so we had to ta pao and eat while we walk..
when we got there we realise everyone else is just as late.. we got kinda bad seats.. all the way at the corner and when the show started, we got to move all the way to 2nd row!! tt's like 190 bucks.. it was super close to the stage la.. the dancers were all dancing directly in front of us.. the music was quiet loud and the bass is kinda annoying and yet, ryan still had to stop himself frm falling asleep..
it's not THAT boring actually
hahas..

gosh i'm supposed to be studying now.. i'm off!

W900i

2006-04-03T02:57:00.000-07:00

OMG
i have my eye on this phone
it's love at first sight i tell you
now i can't take my mind off it
gosh daryl why must you show me the phone comes in white too
ahhh
i got to have it.
but the price now is oh so unreachable argh
i shall wait for another few more months
now i've got a goal to save for.
iwantit
cash just drop from the skyy.. i'm not asking too much.. just 500 bucks will do..
any kind soul wanna donate genorously to the jac's wish fund? haas

the2darlings went to seoul garden today but they din ask me along cus they thought i've got skool. anyway i dun really have the mood for a buffet so wanted to meet them after they're done.. but whyohwhy is there always a thunderstorm when i wanna go meet u guys.. oh wells let's see if it's going to rain on thurs agn..

gosh i'm addicted to gameboy now. thanks to my sis

i'm off

it's a rainy rainy day.

2006-03-30T05:21:00.000-08:00

happy 6th month.

we didn't go out today as planned cus skool ended late and i was having a headache..so zhu just sent me home instead..=))

missed shopping with my two darlings today cus of my headache and plus, it was raining.. oh wells. maybe i'll be going tmr! -twirls around

looking back the past half a year..it's amazing how we managed to sail through all our minor and major squabbles and things wounld still turn out fine in the end..
the stuff we quarrel about is sometimes so ridiculous when u think back about it now but yet seem so significant back then..
i've learnt like so much frm you and know you a whole lot more now than when we best friends back then.. thanks dearie for always being there and looking past all the dumb mistakes i always make..

much love.

monochrome.

2006-03-24T00:04:00.000-08:00

i screwed up maths test today. argh.
feeling super pissed with myself la.
relax jac..it's just a test.

left skool and had lunch then played bastard tai tee- the usual
i'm getting kinda bored of it.

today during pe we had heats for 12x100m and 4x100m and i had not much of a choice so i had to be first runner. in my entire 17 yrs of my life this is the first time i'm the first runner. i never liked running so i hardly or never take part in sports day or anything unless i've got no choice but to choose one event.

so i headed to the start position and guess who i saw next to me. joyce xi jia. pple in sac wld noe she run super fast la.. i've never seen myself competing against her in a race man. vanessa and lindy was in the other lane.. gosh. so yea in the end we din come in last =)

the guys were good though.. they got 1st for 4x100m.

i'm bored bored bored.
dear's having bball match at chinese garden in jurong. there's a bball court in chinese garden? strange.

i'm waiting for xian to come back frm bangkok so that i can finally order my birkies online. i have my eye in this really nicee pair. =)

day out at ecp.

2006-03-17T19:37:00.000-08:00

been having a course thing at church these few days called ' intentional disciple-making church' by rev edmund chan and i must say i've learnt alot of stuff. i paid loads of attention this time round.. hehs.

i've forgotten all bout my study plan. crap.

so anyway, i had a day out with dearest at ecp! the weather was kinda hot so we din cycle in the end but just slacked around at MCcafe and one of the many breakwaters most of the time. mochaccino frm MCcafe is soOOoo nice la.. it's now top of my list.

we went bowling and gosh. i have to admit i suck at bowling la.. the ball just wldn't go straight.. it's hopeless man.. so we decided to go upstairs to play daytona but there was only sega driving machines but no daytona.. so we played that sega driving thing..it sucked la. the whole arcade was filled with kids and it's so slack la.. there were kc pple in their uniforms there and no one bothered.

his precious burberry shades

forgot how it started but ryan ran after me for like a super long stretch of the beach. think it wus because i kicked water all over his shorts so he was coming after me. it was super super fun la.. he's such a faker.. he only start running when i turned back or when i wrote stuff like 'ryan is a pig' on the sand.. hahas.. all the more i was going to get it.. all in all..i got splashed by water too la. haas.. thank goodness i was wearing white shorts so he cldn't push me into the sea.

i got punished for punching him too by standing in the middle of the beach and doing a silly dance.. he video-ed it all down in his hp.. wait till i get my hands on his hp.. i'll destroy all evidence..

was walking towards dinner when we had a squabble but we still managed to go for dinner in the end..i was super tired out..

the day ended with much <33

hey you!

2006-03-08T00:08:00.000-08:00

i've nothing much to blog bout skool these days.
it's always dah same thing day in day out.
today it was more ban lak as usual during chinese- the only fun part of today.

yesterday i wus feeling kinda low so i went home to change then went out wif miss hey-you! =)
we went to marina square.. we now have a common favourite shopping mall..
as usual, we went to topshop, zara and of cus, mango where we started gg nuts over shades
here's us at topshop

at mango. haas

we din really shop much though. cus we were rushing off to eat at this restaurant called 'changing appetite' which joce recommended. cheryl's steak wus yummmmy but my fried stingray just tasted lyk the normal fish and chips..still nice though..
the highlight is our marshmallow mudpie!! it's the first time we both ever tried mudpie la..haas

our first marshmallow mudpieeeeee!

the top layer's marshmallow, 2nd layer- chocolate ice-cream, 3rd layer- cookies and cream ice-cream and 4th is the cookie crust. =)) it's so sinful i tell you.

us with our mudpie

after dinner, we went to play arcade!! my gosh. i haven't been to an arcade in lyk idunnohowlong. obviously i still suck at daytona..fine i'll admit i can't drivveeee! the daytona one wus fun then we went to this other machine with this toyota and mazda thing.. gawd.. at the start of the race.. in the first few minutes, the screen wus already flashing "wrong way!" and i crashed into cheryl's car. imagine that happening at the start of the race. it's retarded la. i've nv hrd of anyone colliding into each other's car in car-racing.. gosh.. i shud practice.. who thinks i'll pass my driving test the first time round? say ayeeeee...

after arcade we went to play pool then we rushed all the way back to mango to try clothes at 9.30pm..haha.. the surrounding shops all had their shutters down already..

miss hey-yous =)

after that we went home.

thanks loads hey you! for accompanying me out yesterday.. though it wus last minute.. had loads of fun!! hahas..go out again someday!!

i'm off!

blush pot

2006-03-02T05:47:00.000-08:00

guess wad i got for chinese.

i got a C5! a grade which is super far from my 2 dreams. well at least the figure is consistent. a1 b3 and i got c5

. ok that's lame.

i'm not really affected by it though and i'm not retaking. it's fine for me and mummy except she said the grade sounds horrible. so no more chinese for me =)

went to the doctor agn today. man it's getting worse. now doctor says it's a secondary bacterial throat infection. sounds serious though i don't really know much bout it. i realised i've been getting alot of infections recently. december i had viral infection in my tummy which put me thru hell for almost a week. and now this. plsss make it go away..

tmr we're going to the new revamped marina square again! yay! yay! i went with xian on saturday and it's like the first time i saw the place. xian was just saying how back-dated i am blah blah haha fine. haven't been out lately la.. anyway, the new stores available and the layout of the whole place reminds me of KLCC in KL.. the shopping mall with the twin towers directly above it..

did i mention i went for this group discussion thing with andrew and mannie at ogilvy- a advertising company? i think the office is ULTRA cool. it's simplistic yet not plain.. clean not cluttered... creative yet not overboard.. my ideal workplace. the furniture there is imported and the whole feeling to the place reminds me a little of ikea. who knows i might work in an advertising firm one day.. cus of the environment.

i've got my eye on this really pretty mango bag.. it's pale gold in colour and.. hmm.. it just looks nice.. sure hope somebody wld get it for me.
and ryan tang that someone is you. =)

hahas.. alrites i'm off//

i'm sick

2006-02-27T20:53:00.000-08:00

stayed home today.

decided not to head to school cus i was still feeling sick

yesterday school wus just miserable.
was just lying ard practically most of dah time..
tired and having a pounding headache which i think is due to a slight fever
so din want a repeat of yesterday so i took the chance to stay home and study instead..lalala

dear was so nice. he sent me home yesterday tho he was having a headache =)
i kept joking along the way that he have to catch me when i were to faint. guess wad his plan was. he will guide me to the short bushes before i faint so i wld land on the supposedly cushiony bushes.. that's so sweet of you.

that's not all. he said i was heavy when he attempted to piggyback me home from the bus-stop. ok he didn't directly say i was heavy but when he attempted it, his expression was lyk he was carrying king kong on his back. hergh. to girls
heavy = fat. ryan tang u're so dead. i'm coming after u soon. hahas

i asked my maid to give me bread for my lunch today and she gave a plate of nicely sliced pear instead. she's really dreamy today. till now i'm still asking for my bread.

"auntiieeeeeeee...where's my breaddddddd...."x3

ok that wus relatively random

last night i missed another episode of desperate housewives. arghh why am i not allowed to watch it..i haven't even watched a single episode since the debut of season 2 and ryan has been taping it for me every wk till last night when he ran out of blank tapes..why can't i watch it..whyyyy

my bread has finally arrived.

2 nights ago, i had a wonderful but kinda impossible dream. i dreamt that i got a A1 for my chinese. those who know me would know that my chinese is definitely not A1 standard especially when it comes to speaking it.. according to past experiences of reading aloud in chinese class, my reading is said to sound funny and able to put pple lyk andrew and huijie to sleep.. so likewise in my dream, everyone was saying.. "U got A1?!! like that also can get A1?????". typical and so expected.

den last night, i dreamt of chinese results again. what's wrong with me man.. keep dreaming of the results. this time it's more realistic. i got a B3. hahas.... pls lord.. let this dream come true..preettyyy plsss

ryan's a hardcore gambler. he dreamt of playing blackjack and he got ban-ban- 2 aces. hahas..

alrites, i'm off!

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you -a lot like love

feeling much happier

2006-02-23T04:08:00.000-08:00

i took a break frm skool yesterday
no, i din purposely pon skool la..i had a mc to prove i'm sick ask me for it but of cus i wasn't that sick to have to miss skool..hahas.. still, i had an excuse lalala

yesterday i wus so bored at home.
so i decided to whip out my longtimeago most favourite game- 5 stones! i wus busy teaching my maid and jean how to play and the way jean play is absolutely hilarious.. can't help but laughed and laughed non-stop.. so me being a real pro in 5 stones, i decided to impart some of my skills to my lil sister.. eg. i told her to throw the stone high enough so u'll have time to grab the rest and catch it in time.. guess wad she threw it real high and just when she grabbed all the other stones, she realised she threw the stone behind her..LOL so obviously she missed. well, think she gave up playing after awhile..haas

today something really bad happened.
someone went to ryan's house and stole his shoes.. 2 nike and 1 adidas.. now he's feeling like crap and dealing wif serious heartpain and sianedness.. it's totally ridiculous that anyone wld steal shoes in a condo.. if it's a hdb estate, when u leave branded shoes outside, there's a higher possibility that it'll get stolen as compared to in a condo.. moreover those shoes weren't exactly new.. people hu steal stuff like this is extremely irritating..
this makes me recall how my nice new converse sneakers got stolen after i left it outside one night and of cus the more psychotic type of pple who cut up my undergarments with a scissors.. gosh these pple got serious issues man..
i can imagine how angry dear must be feeling now la.. yet there's nothing he can do to get it back.. it just sucks la..

dear even if u wld rather not talk much, just wanna let u noe, i'll be here for u when u wanna rant or vent

today gambling in class wus just crazy.. from all these gambling gg in class i can conclude paul wang is the luckiest guy i've ever came across in my whole life.. of cus there're others but really, he never loses in any game of banlak (is this how u spell it?)
poor da jie and jin hui.. dey lost alot to paul man..
my disciple andrew oso lost but still not too bad.. haas..
but the gambling day ended quite well for ryan who won quite alot..

alrites, i'm off.. =)

i'm walking on

2006-02-21T00:54:00.000-08:00

today's been a really moody day

my eyes hurt.

just realised i've been keeping alot of things to myslef.. not saying much to anyone including ilu.. come to think of if i hardly even speak to ilu now..

i've decided to finally to crawl out of my shell and start talking agn

to ilu: i seriously dunno wad did i do to make u guys dislike me so much. joce u asked why i everyday go skool so sianed.. well shldn't i feel that way since all of u just wanna ignore me.. ok maybe not all.. i know i haven't really been going out much wif u all and i'm constantly missing in action.. but tt's because i seriously have no money now.. i'm completely broke.. i deliberately stay away frm the canteen during break so that i wun eat... i dun go out wif u all after skool cus i got to rush home to eat..i'm not like writing all this to gain ur sympathy cus i wld very much prefer ur understanding man.. it's like when u're not happy wif me u can just lash out at me.. why just talk about me among yourselves?

to you: i just wished that u'll always be there for me whenever i'm down.. just once, pls do not question my mood and sound so irritable when u ask me wad's wrong.. for once, find out wad's wrong and try to understand it frm my point of view.. dun u realise u've been thinking from urs? sometimes i can't help but question do i really mean something to you? at times when i really feel so down, the first person i'll go to is you.. but guess wad.. sometimes u're just not there

gosh i feel so alone.
even the one person closest to me is leaving me be.

i wanna walk away frm it all

5 days to v day

2006-02-09T03:56:00.000-08:00

FIVE more days to valentine's day
i've finally thought of wad i'm getting for dear but plsssssss let me find the correct one on monday.. i've got no other days to shop already
i can't wait to see the look on his face when he finally sees it.. LOL

yesterday wus the annual road run
wus supposed to meet dear at the bus-stop near his place but i ended up stopping 2 stops after his..
i knew i had to stop before vs but the trees were all blocking my view so i only saw vs when i passed it.. making me alight at some *whatever court
so the benben me had to walk all dah way back

when we got there, the girls race wus already starting..and ilu came in top 500! hahas..we walked and ran abit then walked
after the run, they went to watch fearless while i went to lunch wif dear

i haven't watched i not stupid too yet!

oh ya i tried wearing dear's uniform tt day.. though it cld barely stay on me, i thought i looked super cool la..but he said i looked lyk a clown..hahas
i'm so tempted to post the photo i took up here.. shud i?

ok this is getting a little random

today something extremely funny happened in class.. LOL
shot wif a K700i 2 megapixel camera ;) tiemuer
haas.. shan't mention more

alrites, it's idol for me!!

the worst 2 days of my life

2006-02-03T08:24:00.000-08:00

the worst 2 days of my life.
i hate me.

second day of chinese new yr

2006-01-30T18:50:00.000-08:00

today jean and i went mad cus we were suffering frm stayathometoolong madness..

she decided to vent.

and i dressed her up in all the accessories i cld find in the room.. frm chunky bulky tribal kinds to the sea-shell kinds..she looked really funny man..hahas..too bad i dun have a picture..she din allow me to take one.. humph..

i wus getting so bored la.. den suddenly xian called and say go watch from dick to jane tgt.. but i cldn't make it in dah evening cus my grandparents were coming over for dinner and she cldn't make it at night so in the end we din go.. sry darling.. i'll go watch wif u nxt wk k?

in the end, i still went out at night with dear and we went to city hall.. almost every shop wus closed la..i only saw hang ten and giordano open.. that zhu made me walk all dah way to suntec and when we finally got there, he decided he got craving for cartel's ribs so we had to walk all dah way back to raffles city for his ribs la.. after dinner, i suddenly realised suntec got cartel! lol

we were sitting quite near a door so he went to close the door no knowing that tt wus supposed to be the entrance so this guy, he din realise the glass door wus actually closed so he walked right into the door.. *bang* LOL. i wus trying to hold back my laughter man.. when dear said try not to laugh.. i cldn't help it la.. had to grab a menu and cover my face la! ok i dun mean to laugh at him la.. but.. it's just hilarious..

i already had dinner so i just asked him to get a cake for me or something..he ended up ordering 2 slices for me. his reason: cus i eat really fast so he bought 2 to last me while he's eating his ribs.. hahas..

after cartel, we walked over to esplanade and there wus this display of pretty flowery and pink fabrics

a pity this one's blur.. it might have turned out quite well

then we were walking ard wif nowhere to go then we found river hongbao! just by going under a bridge we were lyk transported to this chi-na place with the usual cny songs blasting thru the speakers..

the view frm the bridge

then his daddy drove us home in his new subaru car.. lurve the smell of new cars man..
had a great time wif u as usual=)

happy fourth month!
i love youu

argh photobucket is giving alot of problems.. whyyyyyyy

alrites i'm off

happy lunar new yr!!

2006-01-29T05:09:00.000-08:00

happy lunar new yr!!

i slacked at home the whole of today.. same thing every yr.. i dun have to go visiting cus pple come to my house instead

in the morning when mummy and jean wus out to church i did something really mad.. i went to redo my integration test.. i wus doing it while mentally knocking my head against the wall.. hw cld i have gotten 3/30 i wonder.

dear wus so nice..he went shopping wif me for clothes on both thurs and fri and put up with all my undecisiveness and fickle-mindedness..if there's such a word.. ilu shud now wad i mean..rmb esprit? hahas

so anyway, i got this pretty green top frm topshop on thurs

and this skirt on fri.. i luurrvve black..

not forgetting a pair of chandelier earrings frm far east.

i went home a happy girl on both days =)

my cousin came over just nw and so did su and xian! haven't seen my darlings in lyk soOOo long!! had a great time wif them man

two of them looked so nice in their qipao and all la.. xian got her pink one frm china, shanghai at 30 bucks.. and su got her gold one also at the same price frm chinaTOWN.. Lol.. i feel out man..
xian wus so sneaky.. she forgot to bring oranges to my house so she asked me to smuggle 2 out frm my house window..LOL then when she came in, she asked who to pass the oranges to..haha nao-less..

i wanna watch i not stupid 2! according to them, it's extremely touching.. su cried half the show and xian held back her tears cus she dun wanna smudge her eyeliner..
-_-" so while su wus crying, xian actually turned to her and say in this loud voice "dun make so much noise!" su said she thinks the whole row behind her now knows she's crying la! LOL my two darlings just makes me laugh la.. they made my ohsoboring day

tmr it's stayandslackathome day again.. except i might be meeting dear for awhile to get something.. tmr's finally the 30th- smiles. mummy's colleagues are coming..

and tues, might be going visiting finally and of cus mummy's friends are coming over again

//i'm off!

happy birthday to mannie!

2006-01-08T03:28:00.001-08:00

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to MANNIE
happy birthday to you!!

hahas.. not fair! u're 18 so soon.. i still got a long long way to go man..
anyways, yesterday we had a class gathering/ mannie's birthday celebration at thai village seafood restaurant.. to me, it wus fun man.. though not the whole class went.. the food wus not bad and at the end my table we ordered beer but it wus too bitter la so i din drink it.. dear drank it for me..hehs.. mark oso cldn't take the bitterness so we both drank chrysanthemum tea..lol.. mannie's drinking not bad sia.. she cld finish her cup.. daryl drank his and mark's and he turned really red.. he looked lyk he wus gg to explode.. seriously.

after dinner we all cabbed down to parkway to play pool.. i wus lyk a pro in the first game then the subsequent games i wus a complete noob la.. hahas.. not really good at pool man.. aiming always wrong but still it's fun watching pple play..

it's been raining the whole of today and ben ben me wore my old foam ripcurl slipper which is lyk almost smooth at the sole just because the maroon colour matched my outift.. goodness.. i wus practically slipping the whole time while walking at bedok inter to my tuition and i wus walking at a speed where i cld actually count my steps.. 1..2..3.. then i decided to go barefoot for the places which i noe i'll slip then wear it when it's lyk concrete floor.. lucky no one saw..
so i got to tuition safe and sound.. thank God i din fall..it'll be so unglam..

so anyway today i had my first lesson and the teacher's good man.. dang.. i shud have went for this tuition since last yr la.. now dey've covered frm topic 1 to topic 26- a.c circuit.. i missed lyk ALOT.. lucky she's going back to electromagnetism and induction next wk.. or else it'll be bad man..

grr i'm cold
alrites i'm off!

happy birthday to mannie!

2006-01-08T03:28:00.000-08:00

hello 2006

2006-01-04T03:12:00.000-08:00

gosh i had a really really bad dream just now
i must say it's hilarious though

i dreamt that ryan's dad shot me in the forehead with a gun in his house
a gun which lights on and off lyk a lighter when he wus supposedly proving to me that the gun is real
the first time he pulled the trigger nothing happened so he turned around and checked his gun
then the 2nd time, he wus switching on and off the "lighter" again and this time when he pulled the trigger, i closed my eyes and felt the bullet in my forehead
but guess wad i cld still shout "call the ambulance!!" hahas

that's not all
i even dreamt that ryan's neighbour is a very successful indian dressmaker..LOL
anyways, the ambulance took so long to come and when it finally did, the paramedics turned out to be a group of aunties who was carrying somthing un-stretcher like and amazingly, i could WALK down to the ambulance even after getting shot in the forehead

when we were leaving, i could oso remember to shout to xian (wonder where did she come from) to remember to bring my charger to hospital cus my phone batt wus down and i haven't replied him.. hahas

so we got to the ambulance and guess wad it wus a Wall's ice-cream lorry. the whole lorry wus filled with ice cubes and the seats at the back wus just horizontal wooden planks and ryan wus sitting at the back.. (wonder where he came frm too) then i woke up.

that wus lyk the most dramatic dream i've had la.. the most ridiculous yet is when my maid told me i wus saying "she sell seashells on the seashore" repeatedly at varying speeds in the middle of the night LOL

of course there were other details but too long to mention..this is roughly the plot for my ridiculous dream

so much for wanting to have a peaceful and relaxing nap..

anyways it's the second day of skool and the main thing wus maths test but the rest of the time wus spent on studying and bridge! i can never get sick of bridge la.. it's hilarious watching pple lyk daryl and ryan play

having a major headache again.argh

i'm off!

blessed christmas!

2005-12-24T21:52:00.000-08:00

merry christmas everyone!!!

today i wus supposed to meet xian and su at 1230 to go expo but i cldn't wake up today so i spent dah whole morning watching chasing liberty and playing yahoo pool.. man... i suck at yahoo pool today la.. rating went down by a hundred plus..gosh.. i shud stop playing soon..

i dun feel lyk gg out todayyy..cramps are killing me -groans
think i shud just stay home and finish hwk..
im getting bored..

i'm off

king kong

2005-12-23T22:43:00.000-08:00

i'm backkkkkkk! haven't updated in a long while man
lyk last yr, i went overseas for a straight 2 wks only this time it's KL and west k.. going to this two countries make me lurrvvee singapore even more..

KL
bought lyk only 2 tops.. my mum and sister bought the bulk of our shopping but still, i dun mind going back there again.. hehs.. cus i already noe dah place pretty well..

West K
quite an enjoyable trip.. had a fun time doing dah children camp and all..got to noe trina much much better especially when i fell ill there..had a great time of bonding wif peace too! THANK GOD and THANK YOU to all hu took care of me and prayed for me there =)

so tt's the short summary of my both trips.. i'm too lazy to write on..shall elaborate another time
on to christmas cluster event!

the event turned out to be better than expected.. 18 oikos! the programme went quite smoothly though there wus a delay cus of dah rain.. maricar my this yr buddy got her revenge in a relatively small way.. hehs.. she din do wad i did wif jolene at harbourfront station.. thank God.. or else i'll be extremely embarrassed..LOL..

SHENG GEeeeee.....LAM CCcccc....SHENG GEeeeeee... LAM CCcccccc..

hehs.

tues wus jin hui's birthday!
wed wus cluster event!

and on thurs, i finally went out wif zhu =) we went to town to shop for our presents.. i found a new shopping buddy man.. we shopped frm 3 plus after watching king kong to ard 7 plus and he got me a adidas bag! hehs.. i got him crumpler.. my nxt yr skool bag is settled now for my wallet..

oh crap! i'm gg to be late for church! update ltr or something.. i'm off!

alone.

2005-12-01T17:56:00.000-08:00

today i got dragged up at 7.30 just to follow my mom and sis to ICA building to get her passport done and then bring my sis home.. never liked such arrangements but do i have a choice? NO.
yesterday mum said i can't even sacrifice for my family.. i didn't? because of my sis i already have to stay home lyk everyday, miss my squash practice i'm supposed to have today and do housework.
it's always my duty to do something..it's either jac u're supposed to clean floor or it's ur duty to clean window.. clean this and that.. ok i'm not complaining but i felt my mum wus really only thinking of herself and my sis.. she actually asked why i can sacrifice squash to go mission trip but can't do the same for family..

GOODNESS i wus completely exasparated
just gave up talking to her
i mean come on i'm already not gg to be in spore for lyk 2 wks.. this means i will be skipping jj friendly already and more trainings to come..
mum didn't understand..instead, she ask me to quit squash

so is giving up my cca sacrifice enough?

the evil me tells me that come on man my sister is lyk how old? p5 already can't even take care of herself? when i wus p5, i wus already cycling to tuition myself, gg to skool by bus myself etc. she's still taking schoolbus.. if my mum can let me be so independent tt time why be so protective of my sis now?

but the nice me says otherwise..the nice me tells me to just stay home and do whatever my mum says then there'll be peace at home.. arguing my case is far more tiring..

think tt's enough ranting already.

on a lighter note, i'm glad i'm gg out wif him later =)

i'm off! to do more housework =/

happy 2nd month =)

2005-11-30T05:46:00.000-08:00

today i spent almost the whole day wif dear.. he surprised me wif flowers! -grins
super swt of him i must say..
made dah extra effort to wake up early so as not to brk his promise..as a result he wus so tired la.. still, he's still the greatest pig i've ever known.. =P

i'm so tired man.. just had retreat at church day before and it wus extremely fun.. lurrve the chocolate fondeau.. had a great time of sharing and appreciating each other and my buddiee just makes us laugh when she suck at the game snap.. did i mention the game of concentration too? lol no offence buddy.. peace =)
den we went to aaron's house to bum ard and played mahjong.. gosh i can't believe my luck.. i actually din win a single round.. haha take it as i wasn't really awake.. den we went to dengzheng's house to discuss christmas cluster event and i fell asleep halfway during meeting.. anyway i wasn't really contributing.. just merely listening..no wonder i fell asleep.

today i had to chiong housework at home.. since when wus i so domesticated.. lyk jes said i'm a changed person.. mummy oso said i passed as a housewife..-grins i feel so satisfied and happy when the floor feels so clean and when the glass sparkles LOL

i lurve cleaning

i hate the backache it gives

i'm off

jieling <3 junwen

chocolate and mint

2005-11-26T12:02:00.000-08:00

i finally changed my skin! =)

got this off shan's blog

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

-smiles i'm pooh too!!

hmm..i've got mission trip training ltr..kinda looking forward to it man..
and tmr's there's retreat too but my sis have to tag along cus my maid went home for 15 days!! ahh she just left today and this means tt i have to do chores for dah first time in my life!

crap i forgot to turn on the washing machine. runs to the machine

back. hmm it's a bright and sunny day means the clothes will dry fast..tt's good..or else it'll stink man..

yesterday i had dinner wif jolene after church and we went to check out jackets and i saw a nice pair of jeans in mango..pls dun let the mango sale fall during the west k trip.. plsss or else i'll really have to ask my mum to be thick skinned and ask the isetan lady to reserve for us again.. tt's not a bad idea too..means i dun have to chiong..hmm..shall reserve another jacket too..now now, where do i get the money..

things i need to buy

according to priority
1) *A wallet (definitely must-get)
2) *A school bag maybe a crumpler (also a must-get)
3) A new pair of jeans
4) clothes for dah new yr okayy it's abit early..just looking out
5) christmas presents for family

yup tt's all for now.. until i get more pay..

tmr dere's squash training.. i'm thinking of whether i shud go.. i've missed lyk so many already..gosh..okayy i think i shud go before retreat..

applause to ching for organising class chalet *clap claps* had quite alot of fun esp the 2nd day where we played wif water bombs, soaked through in the shower and then thrown into the sea..

mannie: hey girl had fun cycling wif ya! we finally mastered the starting without us going left and right..LOL..amazing my ass din hurt man..
shannie: saw when's canada day?? hee
lynnie: hrd bout ur hp.. LOL.. can totally imagine the scene.. how's ur hp now? let me recommend nokia n70 iof u're getting a new one..hee
chingie: thanks for cleaning up the chalet and rmb our date on 21st =)

sumei: haven't seen ya for sOO long.. come to church soon!!
xian: remember i book u on 21st ar! lol

i'm off

feng

2005-11-20T22:00:00.000-08:00

especially to shan - canada day is on July 1st..=)

i'm so broke..arghh..i went out for mission trip training in church today with only 50 pathetic cents and yesterday, i was better off with 1 dollar which i gave eventually to church and i went home wif nothing.. gosh jac, why are u so poor this wk..ahh.. can't wait for my upcoming pay man..it's not much though so there's not exactly alot to look forward to.. so since i'm completely broke and my next few wks allowance will go directly to the bank, guess i'll be spending dah rest of dah month at home slacking ard and learning how to cook!
yes i now know how to cook and i dun mean instant noodles or egg or rice.. i'm referring to stuff lyk dark sauce chicken and the humble tofu..hmm i'll be learning more dishes as i'll be cooking dinner when my maid goes back to indonesia for 15 days..

"jac the new chef with such great hidden talent waiting to be discovered"

whatever.

hmm..so ms lee finally got our class chalet booked frm dah 23rd to the 25th at downtowm east..she managed to get it at a promotional price of 138 bucks.. cool.. wonder how many pple will actually turn up man..

tmr's gonna be another boring day.. think i shall start doing holiday hwk.. yea rite

alrites i'm off

scales and arpeggios

2005-11-18T11:36:00.000-08:00

i luurrvvve my job.
my job's lyk dah coolest.. i'm lyk a study buddy instead of a tutor.. all i have to do is just make sure the kids talk to me in english..the main pt is just developing their conversational english so i can do wadever i want wif them evn take them shopping and all (according to their mom) and ask them to read magazines.. really no pressure and stress man..only thing their house is quite far frm paragon on foot..the agency cheated me when she said it's really near.. right..
i can't wait for next wed..

anyway, yesterday i met jolene at bugis and wus 15 mins late..gosh i'm so gg to work on my sense of timing.. i wus late for an hr when i met him day before yesterday, oso at bugis - i'm sorry to the power of 1000..

yesterday wus just madness man..here's how much we walked

bugis to bras basah
bras basah to bugis village
bugis village to arab street
arab street to concourse at beach rd
concourse to kampong glam
kampong glam back to bras basah
bras basah to raffles city
raffles city to funan the it mall
funan to dhoby ghaut ( the ulitmate killer)

gosh, our legs were lyk how sore after tt man.. i'm amazed at jolene's sense of direction.. she brought me to 3 dead ends.. i think my instincts are more reliable man..lol..at least i dun walk to dead ends.. but the key is to walk wif confidence..right jo?? LOL.. anyway we were dead broke when we went home, she wus left wif 50 cents and i wus richer wif 80 cents..
we only spent 3.95 on dinner thanks to this auntie hu gave us burger king coupons!!
wif only 80 cents, tt's why i'm forced to stay home today, missing squash training as a result... i'm getting extremely lazy and i'm eating more and more and more..

arghhhh the costa sands website is killing me.. i give up

alrites..i'm off

jac has a job

2005-11-16T11:07:00.000-08:00

i finally found a job!!!
the tuition agency surprised me when they called yesterday and say they got job for me.
today's the first lesson man.. i'm be teaching a 9 yr old kid english..
he/she goes to international school..

i've got no idea wad i'm gg to teach man..

hope tt i'll get to keep this job..

//i'm off!

zhen ai

2005-11-13T13:45:00.000-08:00

i'm broke.
seriously broke.
someone pls get me a job soon.
if not think i'll eat plain prata for dah rest of dah holidays..

i went to simpang wif xian and sumei on fri..i ate lyk 3 pratas..i lurrvve planta prata..it's really nice..wanted to eat omelette rice but it wus 4 bucks la..and those two din want to share cus they were full..
su's parents are out of town.. tt's so shiok la! can do wadever u want without being yelled home when u're out till quite late..actually u dun even have to go home at all..

before meeting su and xian, daryl mark ching ryan and i went to downtown east.. we were supposed to cycle but it started to rain so we went to play pool instead.. played wif daryl and he gave me 7 free balls la.. it's lyk every turn is a free ball..we had a rematch and i won.. he said i wus tyco..wadever la..LOL..ching and i was seriously tyco tt day man..super cool..
then we cabbed down to daryl's hse play bridge..

last night i had church, the message really made me extremely sad.. i wus super sad and affected..it wus like so clear wad i'm supposed to do.. but it hurts so much.. i can't do it..or rather i dun want to..is there no other way but this? no other solutions? i teared on dah way home..chose to walk home halfway instead of taking bus all the way..wus just thinking and thinking.. den stopped halfway and cried.. din wanna go home so soon if not my mom will fuss over me but then a indian man came and sat nearby so no choice had to leave..gosh.,it's extremely painful..sounds really drama and all but really, i can't do it.. so shall put it aside for now

i'm so dead.. my maid's sis just helped me call singtel to check wad's my bill for last month.. it's $105.30.. i'm lyk ultra dead.. already so broke..and now i've got to pay 80 plus to her..she'll scold me agn man..

uh oh.. i'm going to be late for training..it starts at two! oh no oh no.. i'm off//

everything reminds me of you

2005-11-01T12:46:00.000-08:00

yay..finally chinese is over!! lalala..
i dun lyk sitting in front in dah hall man..the invigilator keep staring/stoning at u while u are doing dah paper..even better, the one in charge of my row started talking to me about my pen blah blah.. gosh, i dun think it wus really dah time to interact about pens man.. so anyway after the paper, me and pearline went off to meet our row pple!! but we were extremely late la..supposed to meet at 12, we reached dere almost 1.. all thanks to the invigilators la hu took such a long time to count the scripts.. heard dey're from yjc.. wus busy complaining bout them to cin and flo hu refuse to recognise yjc as their skool.. lol..

our first row reunion since beginning of this yr and we all haven't changed man.. cin's still stoning.. pearline's still enjoys biting and touching cin..ok tt sounds wrong..hee.. grace and me can still yak away lyk last time and esther and flo is still hmm..the same esther and flo..lol i can't find an adjective to describe them..
we went to marche to eat.. it wus extremely extremely fun la.. we all cld still laugh at everything..took a couple of pics wif cin's cam den we took neoprint.. hmm..when wus dah last time i took neoprint.. oh! wif ilu!! oh ya..

met maricar chan ching lam twice and she pretended not to see me dah first time! we're supposed to embrace our buddies wif love and concern not wif faked hostility!! lol..i'm going to complain to jes tt u said seeing me wus sway.. u're so dead.. lol

we went off to suntec to find mag at olio's and she wus having her break..doreen wus dere too.. but dey suddenly ran off to marina square while we checked out the fountain of wealth..lol..only thing we got 'scolded' by the guard for splashing water..only thing only pearline wus splashing..lol..we're still kids inside man..

den we went off to esplanade to play cards and took more pics at the roof terrace.. and soon cin had to go, pearl and esther went home while grace stayed to pei me wait for him..hee thanks grace! the loners rawk la..
we went to mango and tried exotic and somewhat ugly dresses to kill time..man..dey were really ugly..

he finally came and grace left and we went to orchard to change his wallet..we told dah lady the problem etc and then i realised i forgot to bring dah receipt! gosh jac..lucky the receipt wasn't tt impt cus we took back dah same wallet again.. walked ard and i saw a adidas bag i really lyk!!!! oh man.. it's lyk 139 bucks.. oh wells..not worth it anyway..i'm seriously broke now..shall wait for next month or even next next month to feel financially stable..
orchard is really really boring when u're broke..absolutely nothing to do..so we went home...
gosh wad am i going to do ltr..

off to look for food..

-nayr evol i

nydc

2005-10-30T15:08:00.000-08:00

today there's piano lessons as usual and she said i got weak fingers..hai..i can't play scales!! imagine a grade 6 student playing arpeggios lyk a grade 1 student..goodness when am i ever going to finish till grade 8.. i'm getting abit sick of piano lessons.. i have to drag myself up every sat morning den i have church 530..by then i'm already stoning and exhausted.. i hardly practice these days so i'm deproving.. dun really think i can get my distinction at the exams in july man..

finally our communion duties are over! lalala.. today we had worship and intercession..i luurrvve worship la..

after church, me and sheila cabbed down to orchard cus she rushing to meet her frens at paragon and she already 3 hrs late but i sorta insisted she go dfs wif me to get his present..got the stuff then went to slack at taka library while waiting for him..

we went to nydc to eat and the place wus really nice..it wus decorated for halloween! and the waiters were all dressed up in costumes and make up.. they were quite enthu wif all the creepy laughter and all.. i wus quite amused! but he wus just giving the diao look.. hmm..the food there wus not bad..luurrvve the dessert man.. had fun as usual la.. i lurve the titus watch =)) it's nicee..

i'm off =))

full house

2005-10-28T22:44:00.000-07:00

i'm seriously addicted to yahoo pool.. to think i used to say shan bout her being addicted and now i'm dah one.. i'm losing...arghhhh

so anyway, i've finally finished watching full house!! it's lyk super super nice..even my mom's addicted..she actually stayed up till 2am to finish watching..my mom's friend in completely infatuated with rain..and my mom's clearly influenced.. my my..

today's dah last day of skool! but dere's still chinese on monday..dunno wad to study man..anw i dun have dah mood either..the past few days in skool we've been playing bridge..ilu finally noe how to play bridge..but nw i'm classified as a bridge noob and a worm noob by daryl and mark..lol..so now i prefer watching pple play instead..

i worked for sony roadshow wif dear sumei last wkend..its wus the most slack job i've ever done man..all we have to do is sit at the reception counter and register names and we get 6.50 per hr..like wow..our pay is lyk higher than the rest who's doing sales man..and dey got to stand throughout but we got to sit.. sony's really rich man.. their leaflets and catologues's material are of like high quality paper and most of it usually ends up in the bin...
sony also provided lunch and dinner for the staff..and the food is lyk..wow.. i look forward to the food everyday la! on dah second day there wus salmon sumore..super nice =)) i miss dah food...

so yup.. off to continue yahoo pool.. i'm losing!! arghhhh

reaching one month =))

how do i forget this.

2005-10-10T10:31:00.000-07:00

life after promos is extremely good man..i must say..is lyk dere's nothing to do but slack, slack, slack.. curfew oso has been pushed to my own time and i can go anywhere i want without mummy yelling at me over the phone to get back home and study..but these blissful days will soon be over man..when the results come out.. arghh.. pls lord..i dun wanna get a EEE or a DEE..
so anyway, here's wad i did during dah weekend..

friday
i went out wif my dearest sumei and yuxian to town!! haven't went out wif them for a long long time..i shopped a bit den i wus getting really tired and xian had left for guzheng le..so me and sumei went to raffles city to stone dere.. we went to mrs fields to eat the chewy fudge cookie..nicee.. den we decided to go home den ltr meet at simpang to eat.. in the end when i got hm, i fell asleep and ps-ed them..sry.. wanted to go ton wif him tt night but wus too tired and down so din go in the end too..

saturday
today i went for church and we are in charge of communion for the whole month.. it's dah first time we're doing communion duties and me and maricar were having fun pouring the wine into the cups man.. maricar's evil.. she wants a certain cell grp to get drunk..lol ;) jkjk.. worship wus greatt as usual..after church me and sheila went to town to buy shoes.. shopping wif her is fun la.. we got to go out more often! but u're always so busy leh..hai..
wanted to meet him after tt..but agn..wus too tired..
wus missing him lyk crazy

sunday
i went wif mummy to town for awhile to change my necklace which i bought.. it's lime green!! but the beads all fell off when my sis tried it on.. usually, i wld scream at her..but this time wonder why i wus in such a sweet mood.. so anyway, i brought mummy to gucci to show her the wallet i'm totally infatuated wif since sat..it's 530 bucks.. arghh.. i went to burberry to see his wallet too.. but now i'm really broke so tt have to wait man.. but he'll lyk it man..it's so him.. i'm not buying the candy pink one already..dunno why..just wasn't attracted to it..
after tt, we went home and i went to ecp wif him to eat dinner!! ate my first satay beehoon and the sotong and cockle which came wif it..other stuff happened too but i lazy to type..

anyway the weekend's been fantastic..wad am i gg to do on tues.. hmm..

untitled

2005-10-05T01:10:00.000-07:00

promos are finally over!!!!! ok.. almost over.. dere's still physics mcq on fri but i think physics is a goner.. if i fail this time, i will confirm cancel tuition le.. i shall give up on physics le..shall try on my own..

hmm..today we had maths paper..not too bad i guess..way better than physics la..
after paper ilu went to town!! walked ard and tried some clothes and went crazy wif ching.. she's the only one hu'll try clothes wif me la.. and i still can't find the skirt i want!! arghh.. i've been searching for ages and i still can't find it.. hope when go out on fri wif su and xian i'd be able to find it..

i've had so much fun last whole wk till now...smiles.. loads of stuff happened.. and now jac's a happy girl..=))

30th sep 05

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i'm reading the signals

2005-09-19T07:07:00.000-07:00

i had a bizarre weekend and a nicee time studying at macs wif mannie and shan..awhile ltr jeffrey jin hui priscyia and huishan came too.. tried doing induction.. whoa hard man.. i so wanted to just pack up and go home.. but then after eating 6 nuggets, i got energetic again so i stayed to study..

tmr dere's organic chem test..i'm somewhat prepared for it man..lol.. confidence...
oh ya i'm going to buy a candy pink burberry wallet... lalala..decided not to buy birkis le.. not really my kind of stuff..after promos..my wardrobe will be expanded man..haven't shopped for a long long long time..

surprise of the day.. i'm down for gp tutorial..wad in the world man..i seriously never thought i wld be in gp tutorial and so din shan..crap..it's on thurs at 4.30 sumore...argh crap..i feel bad..

chinese promo is this wed..gosh..i haven't seriously touched chinese man..
and i'm worried bout my physics..

my family think's tt dere's something wrong wif me..tt i'm troubled.. pls man.. lfe can't get any better than this.. cut off the promos part and all the scoldings my mom give, life is great..it's lyk i have
sumei and xian ( the two pple who mean so much)

ilu (the 4 who makes me want to promote nxt yr so i'll have another yr wif them)

a best friend ( the one who reads me lyk a book and whom i know sooOo well)

great and nice teachers hu make the subjects bearable

such nice and concerned family members..though i sometimes appear to hate them

my dear peace cell in church whom i can share everything with

see.. how to have troubles? when even at home, i'm lyk a princess.. dun even have to lift a finger to clean table...i'm super spoilt i must say.. but dun think i'm a brat though..

alrites guess this will be the last entry till promos are over!! unless dere's really something significant i have to blog about..

i'm off! =))

just me and the moon

2005-09-17T21:37:00.000-07:00

i had alot of funn at ecp last night.. smiles

esiste nella vita una sola felicita: amare ed essere amati

like whoa.. i can't recall wad language it is man..
2 weeks more to promos.. crap crap crap..
i get this feeling i'm going to retain.. lyk seriously..though i may appear to be hardworking etc..i still feel i'm going to poly nxt yr..

i'm not going to touch pool for the next dunno how many months..

i miss shopping....

i must be insane

2005-09-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

i decided to not go skool today..
still, i woke up at 7... cus i'm super awake now.. last nite i have totally no idea wad happened to me.. i wus lyk unconscious frm 7 pm till today morning 7 am.. yes tt's how long i slept last nite.. a whole 12 hrs.. i nv slept for this long before man.. guess i'm totally drained, exhausted, fatigue [pw ;)] but tired frm wad? i dunno man.. i can't say studying cus i din really study.. guess it's the late night calls i've been having.. the nite before i talked till about 230 am and by chem lesson i already cldn't take it le..fell asleep during chem and ms lee wus so nice to let me sleep..i din even hear her when she called..

it's raining now...

on wed we played tennis during pe! managed to convince samad to let us play.. at first it wus fun and all.. though can't really play.. major parallax errors.. den the heat wus really getting to us and we started to get a headache during the rest of the day.. mine wus extremely unbearable man.. so i fell asleep on the bus and guess wad i overshot again and gotta walk back.. i wus lyk a zombie walking home..

i've got to start planning my studies man..i'm lyk so lost..so much stuff to do!! argh.. wad am i going to do for my gp presentation.. blah blah..

alrites i'm off..

happy birthday to mee =))

2005-09-06T18:00:00.000-07:00

i spent the dah whole day at home today.. hoping to study the whole day for chem mock test..but guess wad..i try and try but just can't concentrate..i read a few lines then i start to dream..i can even spend a whole 30 mins staring at the same page.. plus the topics weren't helping..wus trying to memorise the reactions blah blah and the conditions..in the end only managed to force alkane and alkene into my head.. arghhhh.. i just can't find the mood to studyy today.. kinda disappointing.. oh wells.. i'll mug harder tmr..or maybe tonight..

just let me enjoy the rest of today..

yesterday me and my confidante ;) met jackson and his fren at city hall to celebrate.. his birthday happen to fall on 7th sep which is so close.. so anyway we went to watch herbie!! nice.. thought it's abit short and the ending's super predictable..overall it wasn't too bad.. den we went to eat pastamania..me and confidante ate a whole plate of pasta and guess wad jackson and jingyuan ate? they ate salad and soup.. well usually it's the girl hu eats salad.. we switched roles man..haha making me and confidante feel so gluttony..

oh ya i forgot to mention this.. i wus supposed to meet confidante at 3.15 at eunos mrt so thinking tt i'm going to be late, i chionged out of my house at 3.00...guess wad the bus came super early and i reached at 3.05.. so i sat there waiting waiting waiting... den in the end she wus already at bugis.. leaving me waiting at eunos..lol.. serious miscommunication man..

so we went to bugis to get his present and guess wad..i wus talking to ryan on dah phone and the min we stepped into edge, there wus a blackout.. i've never encountered a blackout in a shopping mall my whole life and just when i am rushing for time, this had to happen.. i told him dere's a blackout..he actually asked me why there wus a blackout.. lyk how i noe rite? lol..den we started crapping bout capacitor and arranging the bulbs in parallel so wun all off etc.. he's a great crapping buddy la..

so we arrived at city hall glamorously late.. i have a really bad sense of timing i must admit..

alrites...gtg...

cafe cartel

2005-09-04T15:00:00.000-07:00

my my i've gone to cafe cartel for 2 days in a row!
mrs neo took ilu [without shan =( ] to cartel on friday.. where i appeared lyk a sua ku cus i ate my first soft-shell crab and mussel there.. nicee.. though the mussel look quite gross.. i appeared even more dumb when i told them i had my first rambutan last yr at indonesia.. lol.. i'm the type which sticks to the same food until i get sick of it ma..so i usually dun try lots of food.. u'll be surprised at how many more food i haven't tasted man..

so anyway yesterday wus ym anniversary!! but i reached church horrendously late. oops it starts at 4 but i reached there at 5.. all thanks to sheila.. tt girl is always late.. i wait for her till i wus turning into mould.. so in the end we got there and peeked into svc hall..dere was no place to sit! being already late, we din want to go in and shift chairs ard, drawing unnecessary attention so we sat at the office there and talked..she wus so excited when she showed me a video of a starfish flipping over..something she took while working at underwater world last wk..the poor starfish must be so traumatised by her man..conseidering how many times she flipped it over.. her job sounds really funn

after svc there wus dinner and then peace went to city hall cartel to eat! me and sheila cldn't resist the temptation to go into mango.. i saw this top which is so nicee!! i wanna get it! yay my bank's feeling rich le cus of the angbaos rolling in on my birthday.. yay =)) so anyway peace celebrated my birthday wif a candle on the extremely yummy and sinful brownie and vanilla ice cream and fudge all over.. and sang a song in cartel.. i wus going red wif embarrassment..thanks guys! tt wus so sweett =)) so anw maricar got me veet hair removal cream... haha..thanks for reminding me of my work experience..

alrites i gtg study as usual..
jerald owes me haagen daz! lol

in between sniffs

2005-08-31T15:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Teachers day!!

today we had teacher's day celebration.. din go back to sac cus i din feel lyk it.. all i cld remember bout sac teachers is how they embarrassed me last yr esp mr tan tze siong..din want to be a hypocrite and act all smiley around him..so instead after celebration, i went home and decided not to go out in the end.. the medicine's making me drowsy and all.. no energy to go out le...the teacher's day concert wus alrite..with pple singing off-tune here and there.. we got to see ms lee dance...cute la she..

tmr's my first outing wif my cousin..finally she has reached dah age where i can talk stuff to her...she's used to talk bout bratz dolls..obviously i can't communicate that much wif her since i dun wif dolls anymore..duh..so yup tmr we're going shopping!! that is if my auntie allows.. i need to update some of my posessions man..

alrites..the medicine's making me floatttttttt off to bed..

behind these hazel eyes

2005-08-23T19:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday i had the real feeling of stress man..though i wus only preparing for a small physics test today... only 3 topics and soOo many definitions...it cld kill me man..
i spent lyk about 4 hrs in the library studying wif ching..thanks alot ching for pei-ing me study cus andrew ps-ed me to study with ryannn!! anyway studying wif u is fun la..
ching made me realise something yesterday..whenever i'm hungry i'll get really cranky, irritated and more...but after i eat..it's like a huge turnabout man..she say i'll get high after eating..hmm food makes me high? that sounds so weird..

i've been doing alot of thinking for dah past few days...i din realise that all along majority is my fault but the whole i've always thought the fault dun lie on me..den i talked to jeremy and ching.. oh no.. it's lyk wad have i done.. i unknowingly conveyed the wrong msg... how dumb jac.. quite surprised when i realised this..cus i'm normally quite intuitive about such stuff.. hmm...anyway i'm so going to put this whole chapter of my story behind me... though i'm still a little interested in the person who wrote it and curious to find out the ending.. i hoped it wld be a different ending..but guess i just have to accept this abrupt end to my story.. the end

mannie: when we playing pool?? i'll wear jeans this time lol
shannie: im super addicted to hot fudge sundae now thanks to u.. haha.. i better start watching my calories..having sundaes evry single day is a no-no
chingie: u're dah best companion during maths today man...
lynnie: 5 secs to an A!! i noe how it feels man.. u must be thinking arghh wasted!!! but still well done.. next yr we'll run tgt..i wun let u walk..haha

sorry to anyone i've offended so far..

gifted in speech =))

2005-08-19T20:22:00.000-07:00

i got 7/10 for my yan jiang today!!! surprise surprise
i talked about losing weight and stuff and shann said she's surprised i got 7 cus my pronounciation and articulation were all bleahx and jeff dey all said lao shi's biased..wadever..jac's still a happy girl..cus i dun need to do yan jiang again! yay

haiyo mannie..just get it over and done with la..guess u're din feel that prepared today..to mannie shann and joce all the best on monday! =)

well..i've been insane this past 4 days..i've been reaching school at 7 am.. half an hr earlier than the time i always reach skool..naturally, my energy's all depleted by the end of today so i managed to sleep on dah bus home.. and guess wad i slept past my bus stop and ended up at ubi.. thank god it's merely 2 stops away.. so i cld still walk home.. though it wus really far and my partial recharging in the bus has gone to waste..i wus even more tired than before..but nvm the weekend's here!! and sun my pw grp is finally going to meet for dah first time! can't wait to pool wif hafiz..wanna see his skills man

yesterday we had pw and me and shann were just laughing our heads off at the com lab man..the computers there dun work man and someone messed up shan's keyboard wif all the wrong letters so i had to refer to 2 keyboards to type stuff out on her com.. but still it cldn't work.. then, me and shann spent time plucking out all the keys and arranging it back to the correct ones..after that ilu watched happy tree friends..eye candy's gross..but this kinda stuff..watch alot le will get desensitized

yesterday ilu had alot of short fuses but today wus so much better..we had alot of fun at chem remedial today.. poking fun at ching's sexyy voice and shann busting me..and me shooting at jocelyn... ms lee's also great to talk and joke with.. da best tcher i've ever had man..she's cool..

alrites..i'm off to go edit eom..

ching, get well soon k.. hope u'll get ur voice back asap.. or else u'll have to suffer more comments frm me muahahhahah

birkenstock

2005-08-16T19:46:00.000-07:00

i want birkenstocks!! not that i have any particular pair in mind..
i'm confident of getting it on 1st oct.. after i win my bet..
great job ching and mannie!! u guys passed 2.4!! clap clap..
nice time talking to u guys shan and mannie.. we're dah triple bond =)) we better start watching wad we eat man.. eat in moderation

this entry's is done in secret..so it has to be short or else my mom will....

so yup
i'm off

i dun want our story to end this way

things will get better.

2005-08-14T19:46:00.000-07:00

6 weeks to promos

and how many tests have i passed in these 8 months? i only need less than 10 fingers to count. shan't be demoralised..i'm going to work damn hard

i remember telling ryan 2 or 3 days ago tt i'm thinking of quitting skool. if i dun pass promos..well, he told me to might as well quit now..dun waste any more time..i considered doing that that night..and somewhat decided that i'll talk to ms lee about it dah next day..btw he challenged me to..all the more i wanted to really quit skool dah next day..but anyway, the next day i kinda woke up feeling extremely good and positive and then i recalled tt all the stuff i said the night before wus all crap man..seriously immature thinking..u make a decision u stick to it and really make sure u'll do well in it..i'm starting to sound lyk my mom..but thinking in this way is far more logical than thinking of quitting all dah time and all the tests u din pass..so now, i'm going to start to really study and if at end i still can't promote..den at least it's a confirmation for me to choose something else rather than me quitting school now and then think back one day whether wld i have made it if i had studied that time.. yup jac's enlightened =)

tonight is dah last fireworks for this yr's festival..and i'm missing it agn..someone promised to watch it wif me today..but guess it got forgotten..yup i shall wait for next yr..then i'll watch it wif ilu! i hope cus u guys are always busy busy busy..the free ones are always me and shan..

i'm going to continue checking out bay stuff
i'm off
-300705 the best day of 2005-

shan: i admit man..i'm not completely disinterested.. neither am i obsessed la..hai u noe how i feel la..
sumei: i so wanted to watch wif u man..haha..see ya soon!!

not meant to be

2005-08-12T20:20:00.000-07:00

well well...i'm so glad shann went for squash today!!!! it's like finally her racquet is out frm her house for like 2 months.. pls go for squash more often..so i'll have u to go home wif after tiring training... so come more ar! coach recognise u now..

anyway now me and shan are lyk doing major networking and spy work.. so i decided to blog cus friendster's super lagging.. and my mom is nagging lyk crap now.. arghhh..she's driving her own daughter nuts.. asking me to give her a break.. why not the other way round? or we just give each other both a long break.. yes that'll be ideal..

i just realised i've watched almost all of mr ryan tang's matches be it staying thruout the match or just watching for 5 mins.. see wad a nice friend i am.. but how many squash matches did he come to? none. still, watching all his matches still dun make me part of ur fan club ar..haha..i've got better stuff to do..lyk making sure i promote so i'll get my lunch treat frm u.. and yes, i still rmb cafe cartel.. next time we play pool, i'll win u for sure... lols

i'm off

depleted

2005-08-09T16:41:00.000-07:00

i'm so so tired...
been sleeping at 3 for dah past 2 nights...

i'm a slacker man...i din go skool yesterday..wus on my way den felt super pek chek cus i left home without my locker and without my hp.. and my squash shirt wus in locker.. so i got off the bus, and went back home... pointless going back to skool so i went to sleep... ps-ing ryan..haha..though i dunno why he say i ps him.. so yup woke up at ard 9 cus ching called and ask whether wanna go class outing wif shann.. but in the end, we din go

whee i started studying today! did tuition hwk for a start... den went town meet amanda zhong delph... i missed them man... we went sakae to eat dinner.. 4 of us only chalked up 20 plates.. see how broke we are.. den we went to cuppage to pool at my expense...i won 3 games lalala...haha i wus super tyco la...xian wants a rematch wif me since the last time she lost to me 5-0

so yup dey got to go off at 930..so i went to find ryan and his frens at dhoby ghaut for more pool since i'm lucky enough to manage to persuade my mom to have a 4am curfew last nite...there are lyk 3 control stations at dhoby ghaut la! make me feel lyk an idiot roaming here and there.. i got lost there la! so anw dey waited lyk 2 hrs for table at singapore shopping centre so in the end went back to cuppage to play.. we missed fireworks though... arghh den went to bedok eat prata.. cabbed home...

yup tt's about it...happy national day =))

Konzert

2005-08-06T00:32:00.000-07:00

whee just came back frm tpjc concert.. sad to say.. we only hrd lyk 2 songs cus me ching,shann and berwyn had to serve dah vips food and then ate the leftovers.. the food's not too bad la.. tho i expected better food..

while waiting for dah thing to start, we went to check out asian civilisation museum but we din see the vatican one!! sobs...and the best part is we din even have to pay entrance fee..we were just roaming ard...den we ttok some photos wif dah tpjc tie and blazer..too lazy to upload here.... a pity we cldn't take any wif mannie! she's wus so busy dah whole day.. doing ticket stuff isn't easy man.. great job girl!

after concert went to meet alvin, eugene and his 2 frens...we were supposed to eat at city hall but in the end went eunos dere eat instead.. i ps-ed shan and chingie.. sorry =(..anyway so now, i'm extremely full..and the monitor is making me really sleepyy...

off to la la land

i noe me more than anyone else

2005-08-03T20:48:00.000-07:00

ok i'm so going to study from 10-12 tonight....
mark my words.

so anw, the past few days have been fun man..at least to me..i've been in a good mood for dah past few days =)) i've also been consecutively late since mon till today...tmr i'll strive to be early man..won't want ms lee to tell my mom i'm late for lyk more than 5 times le..

today dere's squash as usual and my back-hand's appalling..i hate my strokes..yet i can't seem to correct it..i oso no strength to whack ball..i'm such a easy opponent..lalala..

yay charlie and the chocolate factory opens tmr!!! smiles
honestly i really can't wait for 6th august la! but now it's lyk i dun even noe if i can't make it ma..sianded..even if i can make it..wonder wad's it going to be lyk...i can imagine myself being abandoned halfway..squeezing alone among the whole mass of pple..oh wells maybe it wld be better if i din go..

i wish i cld read minds..tt'll be ultra cool!! though i wun want somebody to be reading mine..tt's super dangerous.haha i have loads on my mind..it'll be scary if pple can read it man..but i wanna read minds!! lyk hear thoughts loud and clear lyk in the show "what women want" by mel gibson..tt's so so cool.. k i'm asking for the impossible...

i shall go slack more till 10..tatas

an angel's gonna smile on me

2005-07-31T10:33:00.000-07:00

morning! hahas..i'm in a good mood today.. even the thought of tuition ltr won't affect me..cus ltr me shan and prolly lynnie are going shopping!!! haha..oh i forgot i'm broke..and my nets is confiscated but nvm..shan's buying bag cus she said her yesterday's shopping wus unproductive..lol...hope she finally gets one today..it's going to be city hall again...

i din for the wedding yesterday cus of some selfish reasons i must admit, one: cus i'm tired two: cus it wus raining.. sorry..so i decided to stay home...but ltr on decided to go out wif alvin! lol..we went to city hall and it wus super crowded man..cus of da ndp preview...and as usual, i wus late again..but it wasn't my fault!! my fone wus and still is lagging so i receive msges lyk 1 hr after it's sent..and when pple call, my fone's supposedly off when it's not.. arghh i want a new phone!!

so anw, we wanted to catch a movie but we can't cus i wus late..oops...but dere weren't any nice movies..so we just walked ard and he got this pretty pink adidas cap for his fren.. talking to him made me feel lyk i've lived in a cave all my life man..haha.. i felt kinda dumb though.. lyk i'm super deprived...lol

along da way he met his fren and i thought his fren's gf wus super familiar...she recognised me!!den we were just talking...and i thought she wus alicia frm tpjc..until she asked so where am i studying at..i said tp den she said "oh wad course?" den i realised i din recognise her!! i completely forgot her name and where i've seen her b4 except for the fact tt she's frm sac...*smacks head* she noe my name and tt i wus frm band la! but i just cldn't recall..even when alvin said her name, jennifer, i still dunno... arghhhhh jac cmi man!! this is the second person so far hu rmbed me but i din rmb her!! oh no oh no... i better stop this man..

wus supposed to meet jeremy go watch fireworks but in the end i decided not to cus mom wants me home by 9...though i had a curfew, i wus kinda willing to break it to watch it wif sumei instead and maybe talk bout stuff..but she wus too tired..so i pei her go home lor..while alvin went to a bday party...yup yup...so this kinda sums up yesterday...=)))

prince gay

2005-07-29T18:12:00.000-07:00

i'm so proud of myself..i decided to come home straight after squash proper training and not staying to play, hoping tt i can come home and prolly do some form of studies..but guess wad i couldn't resist blogging..haha..oh wells at least i appear a good gal to my mom today..

shan i'm so not in pluto now..lol.. definitely not THAt far.. haha maybe 2 planets away frm earth..i dunno..tell me if i go overboard with my excessive talking and gushing and more..thanks loads... or else if u guys get mad at me i wun even noe why.. forgive my dreaminess and always lost in my own thoughts..motivate me to studyyyy k? -hugs

tmr lijia and darren are getting married!! lovely couple la..it's going to be at church.. wad am i going to wearrrr..

k i'm falling asleep.. at like 6.12 pm now.. nites

short fuse

2005-07-27T20:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHING!!!

wow wad a day..
so many things happened today..

lets start wif the good..i shan't say bout tt thing which made me flyy to da clouds..ilu i'm already back to earth le... and my standing broad jump improved lyk tremendously la! not trying to boast but according to last yr's record, my jump wus a humble 160cm..today, it wus a whopping 183cm...look wad squash did to me man..i've become a fitter me...=)

den the bad..ilu got scolded twice in a day..firstly cus we skipped maths lecture and got caught by mrs neo hu told ms lee..den she spoke to mannie.. den ltr on..we got scolded cus we were super anti-social during learning journey to newater plant..ms lee asked wad happened to us.. anyway wad i'm really concerned bout is ms lee's going to tell all these to my mom when she calls her cus mom din go for parent-teacher meeting...i'm so so dead...

tt may sound trivial but it's enough to affect us for da rest of da day..even squash din lift my spirits..lucky uncle fetched me home frm skool..i seriously din wanna take da bus home when i wus feeling liddat.. anyway i met this nice girl at da bus-stop..she: "hi jac" den i wus lyk looking at her wondering if she got the wrong person.. den she said netball open... den i went ohhhhh.. felt so bad la..i din even noe her name but she rmbed me and even knew my name..so nicee la..

seriously i'm kinda bad at remembering faces.. i can even forget how my supposed eye candy looks lyk after 2 days.. maybe cus i'm always so dreamy.. dreaming my days away.. i gotta wake up soon...

oh remember badminton open? one thing i gathered..squash pple aren't tt good in badminton..maybe it's cus the team we're against is said to be the strongest team so we got thrashed 0-5...still we had funn la..guess tt's wad matters..it's not just about the winning..it's oso the process and the fun

yesterday i went dinner wif jerald at pastamania yesterday...da guy sucked up my half a wk's allowance la! i lost to him in squash so no choice.. ryan's treat is off till maybe a month ltr..cus i'm broke and my atm card is confiscated.. it's his fault la..

anyway i gtg study... i dread maths tutorial tmr man.. wonder wad will happen

slowly steppin out

2005-07-25T19:19:00.000-07:00

today is a happy day i must say... i din suffer frm any cramps so far though i drank another can of green tea... cldn't resist da temptation =)i'm addicted to it..shld try white tea one day..

anyway today i wore my specs to skool.. here are da reactions
mannie: the frame's too broad for ur face
ilu: everyone looks nice on it..but not you!
ms lee: *speechless* u look nicer without specs
jeff, mark: u look ok la...
chiobu: *laughs*
yong ping: oh my gawdddd!!!! din wanna comment...so continue laughing
mark: jac u look super nerd
paull: very ugly

oh wells...hu cares how i look wif specs la...all i care about is the degree.. i had a major major headache when i wore them today...till now i'm still having it..specs pple out dere tell me when will the headache and dizzyness go away...i'm worried tt the degree might be wrong..

tmr dere's badminton open...and jan just told me about it.. i so do not feeel lyk going!! arghh...for the fun of it...oh wells just go and play lor...

today i went hm wif shann!! finally... she's as funny and crappy as ever la..going home nv felt this funn and alert..normally i'll be either stoning or dreaming my way hm..

k i gtg

squash open

2005-07-24T11:05:00.000-07:00

yay...we got 3rd place for squash open!! due to some stuff....and though i lost to alvin a tennis player hu's ever so nice to let me during the game...he wld have thrashed me upside-down man...and he wus lyk telling me to relax...haha..nice opponent i must say..

so anyway, this few days have been rather bad for me emotionally...now i finally noe why i felt tt way...like da last time... i got wounded yesterday...all thanks to the ilu pple..totally din expect it so i'm sooo dead in the 2 days to come...cus i drank 2 cans of green tea in a day...but i'm not suffering yet.

i'm soOOo happy to find sumone hu totally understands how i've felt over the past few days!! cus she happen to be going thru it too... our situation's so close, it's freaky..but thank goodness for her man..haha

i've finally gotten ching's testimonial...it's prettyy good considering she wrote it at 3 plus am..but...u insulted me in jocelyn's testimonial!!!!!!!!!! cus of tt...u're soOOo dead... lol...

yesterday i went jack's place to eat dinner...cus my auntie is cute enough to actually initiate family bonding...haha...i luurrvve jack's place la..haven't been dere for so long...the food is much much nicer than the oh-so-boring swensons...ilu...we must go dere someday k! oh and i met jocelyn dere.... eating dere wus so nice and it's not just bcus the food's fantastic...but dere wus this waiter... haha i shan't continue...only my cousin noes about it...and so does jocelyn... anyway he did something which made me go lalala...lol...ok jac enough!!

i collected my specs today!! wonder wad wld ilu say man...aiya anything la...just wearing during lectures only ma...haha..yea i'm consoling myself...

so this is how it feels lyk to have a rival...nv had a real rival for lyk quite long...not in da mood to take up the challenge though...

haha notice how i digress frm one topic to another... my thoughts are flying everywhere la..haha...anyway i gtg do some stuff..hopefully some hwk... tatas

i hurt.

2005-07-19T17:34:00.000-07:00

ok i noe i said tt this post is going to be a happy one..so i shall start wif all da happy things that happened.. i'm so going to try to ignore all the sucky ones and hurting stuff..

today shan din come to skool..missed ya la..haha..i'm going to take mc for this friday's pe man..if it's not 2.4km..go wif me take k??
today as usual, we laughed alot and crapped alot...ilu makes me happy la..

i finally understand a topic of physics!! gravitation... clap claps.. i must have more confidence in myself..

i'm getting my specs this fri..sobs..i longer have perfect eyesight..this is so so sad..no more laughing at xian and su le

k tt's da end of the happy stuff...trust me.. something else hurts even more..

i wus reading sumone's blog.. her life though wild and abit too scandalous, she's having lyk soOOo much funn.. it's lyk her life is so so exciting...and mine is so boring..
ya i noe i'm boring

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2005-07-17T13:29:00.000-07:00

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i'm a slacker.

2005-07-12T10:51:00.000-07:00

i din go to skool today...

stayed home the entire day...

think i'm going to slack the whole day away...

i've gotten the ans to my qn le.. not following wad sze jeng told me to do.. i prefer indirect kind of answers..those type which has hidden meanings or implications which i love to figure and infer for myself... maybe tt explains why i'm such a dreamy person...quietly observing and thinking...often being mistaken that something's wrong wif me...

but...sometimes my assumptions can go wrong.. and i console myself by thinking in the opposite direction...

wonder why i've gotten so pessimistic ever since i got into jc..it's lyk there's nothing for me to be happy about except when i'm wif ilu, sumei and xian...i can't be bothered wif anything nowadays..skipping skool is lyk no big deal to me now... i'm also kinda affected lately cus of some stuff.. wad's going on wif me sia...

ok i shall blog about happy stuff in my nxt entry...

without u, i can't find my way.. incomplete

i'm broke

2005-07-09T22:31:00.000-07:00

i shan't talk bout my common test results... it's... haha... i dunno wad to say la...

anyway i'm seriously broke.. and my birthday's lyk 2 more months so i have to wait till then to get money... i want sOOooo many things noe... hai i'm too lazy to list them all down... shall do my wishlist ltr on... for now, i owe ms lee 96 bucks but now cold war wif my mom has ended le so can pay back le.. mommy wus really mad at me so she banished me frm her room... so i went to sleep wif my dearest maid... now things are fine le...but i'm still sleeping wif my maid.. i'll have more freedom this way...

i got into squash ex-co... i'm secretary AGAIn.. not tt i'm unhappy or anything...but it sets me thinking... wad is it tt makes me secretarial-like..haha sumone tag me..

i'm so confused... i had a talk wif my cell leader and maricar just now... and wad they say really makes alot of sense... the main pt is to protect me frm getting hurt.. i'm kinda thankful for wad they say.. cus i wldn't have known how dependant i'm already am and tt i have been living in denial stage for the past few wks...wad jes said wus rite... when u tell urself u can handle it..tt's when u will actually fall..so now instead of continuing in the denial stage... i finally noe how i feel le... and it's kinda to my dismay to noe how vulnerable and gullible i am..i get swayed easily and also naive... i'm so immature... i shud start reflecting man.. i dun wanna fall back to my past when i shud be learning frm it..

mind over matter

ilu... hold me accountable k...i'm going to start studying for promos on monday...motivate each other to study k... esp me! thanks loads..love u guys =)

to i L u

2005-07-03T13:17:00.000-07:00

hey guys... thinking of it, it's kinda funny when u pple keep saying dun be angry and dun be mad ydae... i'm so not angry, pissed, mad and everything else la... it's only temporary when i flared at jocelyn.. sorry.. noe it's ur parents who suddenly started scolding and grounding u two, ching and lynnie.. mannie, noe u've been busy la... so yup...i'm not angry...

why do i appear so easily angered ar... lol...i'm not la...even if i am, it's only temporary...the kind tt lasts the most 10 mins...den i'll go do something else and soon i forget le... yup tt's me... i forget stuff easily... maybe it's my msg tone...so yup... i'm not mad lynnie =).

oh ya! i lost weight! lalalalalaa..... =) i'm a happy girl...since skool started i haven't been eating much.. yay stay this way....

tmr we're supposed to do pw! but we just can't decide on a location... arghh this is frustrating...if still can't decide location, i shall go shopping... lalala =)

happy birthday ryan.

2005-06-30T22:38:00.000-07:00

today chingie and lynnie came over to play mahjong and do ryan's present... i luurrvvee mahjong..=) i'm already addicted to it... watched vcd and ordered pizza...had quite alot of funn...can't wait for sunday to come man..we'll definitely have funn again..life is much better with u guys ard la...u guys will help me sustain half a yr more of jc life.... life after cts rawk man... can do nothing and not feel guilty...

let's talk bout the cts... i expect my physics to get 10/100 and ms lee say i did quite badly for my section B for chem..means i failed... physics is aiya expected..halfway thru the paper i went toilet with the intention of just hiding myself but then the teacher came in and ask me hurry... this invigilator's irritating man..she keeps talking in inappropriate times...like she said tie up ur papers when there wus lyk 2 mins more..giving the impression tt is time-up already...so when i tie finish she say stop writing...anw wad cld i do in 2 mins la... is confirm all wrong anyway...

chem is major devastating... i studied for it man... i'm so going to pia for it next time...

tmr there's listening compre...can't believe i haf to go all da way to skool for 45 mins of listening.. complete waste of our time and sleep... i seriously need to sleep..i've been too deprived of it man.. alrites off to finish ching's blog

i suck

2005-06-25T00:03:00.000-07:00

i suck at PHYSICS.

why must it be so hard.

i'm depressed.

nothing gets into my head.

no point studying and get 90% of tys wrong

i Give Up.

i shopped

2005-06-23T17:50:00.000-07:00

today wus finally the long-awaited mango sale!! i abandoned my chem physics wadeva, woke up at 6.15, reached tm at 7.15 when the shop opens at 8am.. i sound super ks rite...thought i wld be the only dumb one...but no, i wus only part of the 20++ pple queue and it wus only 7.30.. goodness... this time i bought much better stuff due to past experiences...i've been to every sale btw..but usually at raffles city outlet... that place is just insane.. i had to queue for 30 mins to get in den queue another hr at the cashier... last yr one wus memorable man..sumei wus at suntec outlet and me at raffles city checking stock at both places like correspondents...

so anyway we were queueing up to pay...behind me wus this malay auntie and in front of me wus another malay auntie and both keep saying the bag i wus getting is nice...all eyeing my bag sia...HOt property la! haha...no, i do not have auntie taste k! the second auntie's daughter wanted the bag not her...i cld sense them tailing me hoping that i'll drop the bag or something..haha jk la...

then at the cashier it wus kinda funny... we got to the cashier...added up everything...
standing there like some rich girl wif 13 items den i saw the total- 302 bucks
i freaked.

the pple behind me wus looking at the total and they were all laughing
then the cashier wus another auntie and she wus lyk asking me wanna take out some stuff not but den i say just do it...heart pain eyes closed and all.. haha drama la

the exact same thing happen at indonesia last yr...my frens bill wus like 50,000 rup and mine? a whopping total 186,000 rup...as usual the pple behind me were all laughing...things like these always happen to me... bet ILU din noe i'm liddat one rite?? haha tt bad when it comes to shopping...

yesterday i msged justina go mango wif me...i call her nana.. so this is wad i typed "hey nana wanna go check out mango sale wif me?" but i accidentally sent it to the wrong person... the wrong person which i'm quite sure is a guy actually replied this " hey nono, wanna go see guava wif me? Friend i dunno u la!"

he's super rude la! haha...i din reply... can't be bothered.. wad am i supposed to reply anyway...

my mom su and nana all found this hilarious la! haha guess it is la...

i wanna watch Initial D and A lot like love! ahhhhh.... after common test

k i'm back to my chem..

i ate.

2005-06-18T04:53:00.000-07:00

today is e- week! wanted to invite ilu to this..but wus extremely exhausted to invite.. anyway bet u guys are all busy... especially ms CHING CHIAH HUI hu din reply to a single sms since the last time i saw her and in the end, wus spotted playing pool and studying wif two indian friends at mcdonalds.. fine lor..i'm so hurt... haha

something i realised today, i've been eating non-stop for the past few days...must be the squash man.. anyway i luurrve squash to bits now...so ok back to food.. i've been having rather late dinners which i'll eat then go directly to sleep.. tt sounds very pig man...i get hungry super easily and just can't live without at least 3 meals a day...without at least 3 meals a day i'll feel lyk weird and get headaches...i shud stop eating...

*//my current wishes

1) i still want a adidas jacket

2) i want the "original sport" adidas bag...

3) i want good marks for my maths

4) i want my back hand to be as impressive as this

tt will be triple wow.

i dun wanna go malaysia on monday!! sobs.. one whole day which can be spent on muggin is gone! argh.. cannot dun go cus must respect my sis's godpa...but i need to study!! or else my common test is a goner!! this is bad...k i shud go study now..

i L u wif no mannie... why weren't u inside ar?

i lost.i won.i lost

2005-06-15T19:28:00.000-07:00

my first match- before i played, i wus looking at the other yjc pple play to roughly gauge their standards..but wad i found out yesterday wus my opponent is top seed of yjc.. i won the 1st set 9-8 den played horribly for 2nd set...den lost 8-9 for last set.. wad kind of score man..oh wells at least it's not a thrashing..

second match plate events- played against mgs...yup secondary skool player...we were quite friendly b4 the match, talked a little... wus really scared man..dun wanna lose to sec skool player..so in the end won and then she and her frens wus looking at me wif hatred in their eyes man.. felt quite bad cus din let her but den i can't even guarantee that i'll win so apology apology...

third match- court one is a jinxed court i tell u..it's shermaine's and my losing ground...is it the lights?? yea when u can't blame urself, blame evrything else... this match is the greatest regret and the most screwed-up match.. think i wus overly nervous...1st set, my opponent accidentally whacked me wif her racquet and now there's a curve line on my thigh which looks like a cane mark. it hurt.. den later on, my ball accidentally hit her head twice! i specify that this wus unintentional and i wasn't seeking revenge..as i said, i'm not Evil..haha..the 1st match wus bad...lost lyk 9-4 den second match lost 9-8...

tpjc's girls all got knocked out already so far but guys still got yong ping longhui and jeffrey.. jeffrey's thru to quarter finals!! clap clap he's pro la...hope he wins today's match... sorry i din go today...tried to but cldn't wake up so din go support.. it wus a really funn experience la...tpjc's girls are the friendliest and gracious pple la...we mixed ard wif jjc, tjc, yjc and mjc and we still like support our opponents whom we lost to...yup we've got the spirit...

me shermaine janice and jessie went to eat jap food at bedok...it wus the most hilarious dinner i had man...we just kept laughing and laughing..tho now i can't really recall what we were laughing about...we want the amer-pro t-shirt! it's black and the wordings are nice... "if u can't drive straight, u've got nothing to boast." speaking bout clothes, my jacket is due for collection today...argh! i want it!! but after reconsidering, i decided not to buy it..screams...nvm there always others la...

we laughed.

2005-06-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

y'dae we finally had ilu outing... yay.. but sorry guys bout reaching skool late...haha..to think i woke u up and then i arrive the latest...i admit i dun have punctuality in me but i've improved alot since last time lol.. used to be late for over 1 hr...

anyways we went town watch mr and mrs SMITH... yes, shan it's not mr and mrs JOnes..i'll remember this for life lol...it wus sooooOooo nice...their chemistry on the show wus like wow... it's a great show la..esp the ending where all the shootings and bombings took place and our dear jocelyn ong cld actually sleep thru it...wake up just when the show ended and then asked bout wad's the ending... she paid 8 bucks to sleep her way thru the movie... hilarious man... we din eat seoul in the end.. decided to wait for mrs neo... mannie and lynnie both say dey dun wanna go shopping wif me anymore.. sobs...cus i spent like almost 30 mins in esprit choosing betw yellow and white and den decided to go to another outlet to buy it.. sorry...haha tt's me la...i can't decide... we had the most fun on our way to taka man... taking so many photos along the way

here's the one i'm supposed to send to u guys... it's so small! i forgot to set the size..oops

i found out hu's my opponent for upcoming novice match le!! i'm against rudymund tan frm yishun jc... match is at 3.15 t sp...14 june.. longhui will be playing first at 10am... so exciting!!! haha... so looking forward to it...

i teared.

2005-06-08T01:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday squash attendance wus not as pathetic as i expected... towards the end, i kinda fell into minor depression...playing wif jeff and longhui made me realise how bad i wus in court...i'll give like all the points to opponent wif all the strokes i do...still thanks u two...for correcting me...i played mini match wif jessie..i lost 7-9...=( ... i'm tired of training...the training's killing my passion and liking for squash...i'm not made to do physical stuff...yes, i'm lazy but dere's always a limit to evrything...why i slack off when we're supposed to run 10 rds? not cus i wanna boast bout running lesser and getting away wif it...i just dun have the motivation to do it...neither do i have the stamina...it's insane to have training 3 times a wk...just drains all of me.. after i get thrashed on 14 june...i'll maybe take a brk frm squash and focus on common test...

bored.

i dun get it..why hold on to someone who treats u like dirt, unwanted and shoved around like thrash. knowing wad u've been thru makes me really sad..imagining how u must have felt...i find it really hard to talk to u...there's just some barrier i haven't gotten over...but till now, i can't deny tt i still care alot bout u...this is cliche but how to tell u i'll always be there for u...i wonder.

i smiled.

2005-06-04T21:23:00.000-07:00

squash chalet wus kinda funn tho it wus so small... it wus the ntuc downtown east one and we only booked 1 for like almost 30 of us...most of us were in the room while some had to stay out and chat... played dai dee half the time and i finally learn how to play mahjong...ok fine i din win any game la...still new to it ma so all the while i dunno wad's going on.. oh wells i'll improve someday...i just realised i din play a single game of the normal bridge cus the bridge "pros" din wanna play wif mee! -sobs.. say if i play there's a 1/3 chance of them losing.. ya, i'm still a bridge noob la... but we learned german bridge..and there wus no partner kinda thing.. it wus more funnn..=)
the j1s plan to throw eggs at the j2s backfired man.. the j2s went to hide our eggs! imagine our horror when we found our eggs missing... in the end they mixed the eggs wif satay sauce and threw it at us...the girls were really hysteric man... i got pushed and landed flat on my butt ow..and 3 of them almost fell on me and one of them wus chingie!!!
hahas... happy tt there wus 3 out of 5 iluians there.. tho i din really talk much to u guys... during dinner, i wus bbqing and u guys were eating... when wus playing cards inside, u guys were outside chatting...anyway i had funn wif ya at the beach..tho there wus alot of mosquitos...

squash mini com is coming up..and we have to pay to enter... pay 12 bucks to go there and get thrashed... i'm already thinking of wad to do if i get thrashed.. haha..pray hard the score wun be too far off..maybe like 3-2 and not 5-0... that'll be ultra embarrassing la...ok i gtg do work...maybe go play squash at some condo...tatas

jac's stressed out

2005-05-30T18:06:00.000-07:00

today i did nothing but maths for like 4-5 hrs consecutively finishing like 6 out of 10 topics for the hwk...of cus there are some which i skipped cus of my lack of maths intelligence to complete it so now i'm having a major headache.. after dinner i'll start on trigo...

after doing maths i completely forgot bout gp essay..argh.. that's another killer...
now why do i sound lyk a nerd...if only i can be a nerd and study and study and study lyk crap and then score well den i wldn't be so scared.. after all it's just a freakin common test...but no, no matter how much stuff i do and learn..i never will do well.. take last maths test for instance...at least i tried to memorise the formulas and read thru tutorials but still, i failed.. like wad's the point of knowing all the formulas and then during stress conditions, afraid to use them.. tt's how dumb jac is...

went for tuition yesterday and she wus clearly appalled at my physics knowledge... i literally noe nuts about tt subject... i wish i cld be lyk those hu say they dun understand anything and when they go home they slack but yet can still pass...me? when i say i slack and dun understand anything...i literally dun get the topic... ask me wad's the topic about and my mind goes blank... tt's the way i feel about physics...

my greatest regrets so far are

1) choosing to take 3 subj instead of 4 when i qualified for it...at least i cld have dropped physics if i did well for econs since i've always been a humanities person

2) taking physics

3) staying in a jc

saying all these is now too late so i'm still stuck wif physics... dear Lord pls give me a physics brain

however if i had chosen to take 4 subjs & dropped physics, i wldn't have known ilu... and if i had chosen poly, i wld have given up on my physio dream...still the main pt is i'm scared of physics... i dun hate it cus hating it will only cause me disinterest and den i'll fail... argh jac's so confused...

ILU

2005-05-27T21:30:00.000-07:00

omg. i din realise i haven't blogged since 1 month ago..

so anyway i went to desaru last wkend!! it wus like wow... the service there wus great.. the beach wus so clean.. sea wus quite clear and the food, yes the food wus dah best i tell you...it wus buffet for every meal for 3 days...they had really nice breakfasts, so-so lunch and the best is dinner cus the dessert wus cream puff, tiramisu, cheesecake, chocolate fudge... i wus eating and eating... then during dinner there wus this 4 pple hu wld go round to every table, play guitar and sing song...they were so cute...

however there wus also a bad side cus sheila fell really ill wif the usual fever sore throat and flu.. so she missed out on all dah fun cus of the games... and she passed the flu to me..so till now i'm still sick but i got 5 days mc frm pe... so squash wus really slack for me.. cus coach say i only need to practice strokes.

so anyway after all that eating.. i wus under this illusion that i haven't gone any fatter and i look very much the same... but no, i wus wrong.. i met joseph the other day and he said..." eh u grow fatter le leh since 1st 3 months...almost cldn't recognise u sia" i thought he wus like jk but no he wasn't... this is depressing.. this will now be a constant reminder whenever i wanna hit mcdonalds or eat like 5 meals a day.

i've been losing bets lately man...all thanks to ryan... we bet on hu will score better for maths test ( he passed i failed) then we bet on something else which we can't recall. next we bet on his 2.4km position... (i bet top30 he came in 3rd i think) so now the impending bet is 6 pull-ups after june hols (he can only do 4 now)... and this bet will cost me 80 bucks for his new shoes... so total if i lose all i'll owe him 140 bucks... jac is nuts...betting on all the losing stuff... i'm going to train hard for squash esp on my reflexes and trash him...watch out man lol

tonight there's guitar nite and it's kinda dead man.. i dun hear pple talking bout it unlike for dancefest and songfest...i've loads of hwk and revision to do mann..esp for maths the hwk is a killer la! like it's the only subject we take... i oso got to plan for the food for squash chalet...food's kinda troublesome but luckily there's still shannie and chingie to help me..yay... i love ilu to bits man...school's only fun wif u guys around tho there are pple hu suan me when they are supposed to help me (see this jocelyn???) but still we're a crazy and happy bunch... wif chingie and me the mad ones... lynnie the blur and dumb one...and mannie the clearheaded one to neutralise the madness...see we complement each other!! haha see ya guys in skool soon....

gtg

muscle deficiency

2005-04-30T06:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday wus a killer. a bad bad day.
first during spe, they announced tt our pe tcher is nordin( dunno how to spell)
then we had to run 2.4km..pple cheated and my timing wus like 15:04 deproved le man
then we had squash...this is the killer
we had like court sprint, burpees, jumps, sit-ups, guy push-ups, footwork and after all that we had to run 6 rounds though at first coach said 10 rounds.. i cld just die mannnn

after tt went to play some squash at last then me jan ping jeff went to fish&co to eat dinner... u shld haf seen jeff's swordfish man...see oso full already...then we played number game...thx to them i kena 3 times in a row and had to eat 2 small cups of tartar sauce...lucky for me i luurrvve tartar sauce...we slacked there and then we went up to the playground... tt playgrd rawks lor...esp the turn thing...yes, i noe i'm slow it's been there for so long and i'm still fascinated. haha after that, we went to play cards...my fav pastime for now...i love bridge...we played till like 10 plus then went long john and continued playing...my phone batt wus totally flat and thx to jeffrey, my sim got blocked in the end...haha...not tt i'm angry or anything... glad to hear so much laughter in one night... until jeff's mouth cramp and ping cldn't even play properly...
lucky managed to catch the last bus home and reached home at 12am...got scolded by mommy...guess she wus worried...

today i went kayaking...it wus really funn!!!! i'm totally flushed and red now...i'm a crab...a cooked one...found some bruises on my hands after tt and i fell asleep during church sermon... cldn't help it man too tired...
i kayaked alone for awhile and had wanted to bang into daryl's boat but in the end i went all the way under the seafood restaurant...crap. my first instinct wus to jump into the sea man...my leg wus already dangling out of the kayak and my slipper fell into the sea..but then i decided not to.. so when my head wus just about to hit a pillar, i slowly back-paddled out and into the open... yay..i saved myself... till now even as i type this...i can still feel myself slowly swaying to the waves... *dizzy*

anyway i'm hurting everywhere now... i'm going to sleep this day away... tc

oh ya jinhui, sorry i got ur name wrong... =)

brk-down

2005-04-22T03:18:00.000-07:00

ok i've just realised i've not vented anything here for so long... this wk had lots of ups and downs man... maybe i'm pms-ing cus everything wus just so wrong this week...

the good stuff
1) my PACO piano has just arrived today (yay)
2) had a great time wif my dears su and xian at seoul garden on wed...
3) skipping chinese lecture today to go play bridge at some ulu corner of school wif daryl, mark and some other guy tho daryl wus determined not to let me win...
4) i'm able to finally do mathematical induction tutorials...the first tutorial i cld complete by MYSELf
5) i got myself a pretty nike dunk shoe
6) i've got great frens like su, maricar, hoe ann, jocelyn and jinghui

the bad stuff
1) i realised tho i improved for squash, i cldn't last the game. i gradually cldn't play at the end
2) i've been left out in class and always left behind
3) i broke down on thurs during pw cus pple made me so mad. point 2 is oso kinda linked to this. lucky there's maricar and hoe ann who left class halfway just to pei me
4) i wus alone 3/4 of the time i wus in school yesterday (and no one cared except jinghui)
5) i scared myself when i saw the squash board today and it didn't have my name on the list and then i realised i din read the heading
6) i've got bruises on my arm and leg cus i whacked myself wif the racket while serving (tt's stupid)
7) i haven't done experiencing god for the whole week
8) i'm completely worn out cus of all the late nights of rushing hwk
9) i want clothes but no resources
10) i want a one really true and good friend in tpjc

see the bad stuff is double the good stuff...my week's been so so bad...is it cus i din do experiencing god?? man..i knew i shldn't have done tt...why can't me su and xian be in the same school...they're the ones who i feel most comfortable wif...it's like i dun have to say anything and yet i dun feel out of place...i dun have to be entertaining just to get attention...i dun have to be popular to be looked out for...i miss u guys so much man esp after seoul garden..haven't experienced that much fun for a long long time...only wif u guys then i can be myself...no need to be like so insecure liddat...
anyway i'm going to nini's house to sew bag tmr! yay add that to my good stuff.. tt's it.

obviously

2005-04-03T17:45:00.000-07:00

ok i've got nothing much to blog about recently...the only stuff tt's been going on are make-up lectures....new classmates...and a new grp called bbs (bimbo bro & sis) consisting of cheryl-jo, cindy, nini, ellien, guirong, me, andrew, jeffrey, longhui, kim wan, clarence & terrance. altogether 12 great pple...haha... my class rawks too... cus there's still ellien (dear-dear=) , guirong, jeffrey, longhui, jinghui, weison, huishan, yishin... around.

i'll still be staying in squash though i dun quite like the seniors at the girls side... all of the girl squash players are all from sac...i thought it'd be good cus same school..but no.. they're super unfriendly and kinda mean sometimes...ok i think they're only like tt to me cus janice has no problems wif them...it's like only ko sing and huiling are nice...the rest are just...sign...i dunno...just feel left out and unhappy when i'm wif them...but still i'm staying in squash cus janice's staying...anyway there wus a match at yio chu kang last friday...tpjc against ajc... we lost to them 2-3...but they played really well tt day...the aj pple were kinda noisy and irritating... like when this particular guy wus playing...they kept shouting "go Bang bang" or isit bung-bung...like wad in the world is bung-bung...oh well maybe his name is lim kim bung or something...

today i spent the whole day doing chem and maths tutorials...din really watch tv today...the weather wasn't helping much...already wus in a irritable mood and then i went to read a particular person's blog...and it's getting worse....the person is so filled wif ego and pride and have no sense of embarrassment...super one-sided and irritating...lives in a disillusion tt the person can get the one he likes despite all the obvious and subtle hints given by the girl...goodness..

it's super rude to go around reading pple's blog without permission, then tagging some stuff and then infringe copyright laws... this is called blog-etiquette... so u can't blame us for writing stuff we felt about you cus it wasn't meant for u to read it in the first place... i wanna sue you

mom's really nice to me...she went to buy a 19 inch lcd monitor for me for fear my astigmatism will worsen...she's the best...a pity i din see it until recently...i've got somemore stuff i want
1) a squash racket
2) squash cum track shoes (if dere's such a thing)
3) a sewing machine
4) a puma sports bag
5) treatment

i'll give myself a month to get all these...

my life

2005-03-27T12:03:00.000-08:00

by the way, i'm taking physiotherapy and this plan won't change presently unless God doesn't approve...still waiting and seeking His revelation...no more all the interior designer...horticulturist etc...haha those who know me wld noe tt i've changed my ambitions like thousand times...but i guess this is the fixed one... i've just checked out the website of uni of sydney...the course and core subjects are super interesting...even include small aspects of neurology and paediatrics...wow looking forward to it man...

i can do nothing but sit stare wait.

2005-03-26T22:20:00.000-08:00

i'm scared, worried, sad and disappointed at the same time...
yesterday wus the stranger event and some of it wus really true, it's like sometimes things just dun go ur way or as wad u expected..it's then when u'll just casually say life just suck...but then again..stuff happens for a reason...God gives obstacles and other difficulties to mold our character and make us stronger...we may not see the purpose behind it like me now, but i guess he just knows wad's good for us..and we'll come to understand it later on...
all i noe is tt i'll keep praying till the 29th when everything's finalised..only then den i'll give up hope...

yup...yesterday's good friday...it wus really fun...stranger wus nice and the dance sensational...the song why is still ringing in my head...make-up wus super thick especially the eye liner...nevertheless i had a great time..

after tt went out wif sumei and xian to city hall (again) to eat pizza hut...they couldn't finish the food..after tt me and xian went to play pool and it wus a fabulous 5 games...i beat her 5-0...good game man... reached home at about 1230 and got mom really upset...i wun do tt again

happy easter!

i'm staying on in tpjc

2005-03-22T17:46:00.000-08:00

yup... aiya expected la..who ask me so dumb put tpjc as my 1st choice causing me to have nothing to look forward to when posting results are out cus i already knew where i'm headed to... as i said at the peace babes blog i'm quite neutral bout staying.. i happy cus alot of my frens are staying so at least i still have frens ard or else i'll be quite lost and lonely in other skools and sad cus pple like stephanie, ellien dear, jj, jaryl, hoe ann, kristle etc all leaving and pple like nadiah and joseph hafta try to appeal into tpjc cus they got posted elsewhere... really pray their appeal will be successful man...

so anyway today i skipped lessons to go eat prata wif jolene's class and then went play pool wif her classmates - steven desmond and others... like last time i paired wif steven adn we won jolene and desmond 3 times consecutively... both steven and desmond are just super pro la...well i wus having a fun time until i met weison who told me mrs neo, my maths tutor wus looking for me during class and warned tt if i dun turn up for the next class she'll kick me out of her class and sumore before tt i met her at the foyer way b4 her lesson and she already scolded me.. oh no... i better stop all this nonsense by the time orientation ends man... or else i can just prepare to retain... pple motivate me to study k??

anyway nadiah, i'm praying super hard for u to get in...u must be kinda lost as in whether to appeal thru band or not... it's now higher chances vs bonded to band for the next 1-1/2 yrs... think thru properly k??

2005-03-19T11:53:00.000-08:00

this is wad the good friday event's called... just came back yesterday from the camp and it wus fun funn funnn... didn't really dance much..more focus wus on the drama but still the wet games and food were good thanks to sam chin, andrew and li ting... the wet games were gross and eww... and it involves dipping ur head into flour and all the flour were stuck to our teeth etc...all thanks to joy... still we had loads of fun... after dinner it wus another rehearsal and then we became super hiGH and started dancing around to the song "ain't no mountain high enough........." and all the songs on the cd all the way till about 1 plus to 2 am... the girls were dancing jumping singing..the guys were doing some s'pore workout at the back led by sam chin...haha...so anyway i wus supposed to be sleeping at 3 but judging from how much i tossed and turned on the hard floor i dun think i even slept for 2 hrs cus we had to wake up at 7.30... we ran thru one round of dance and then esther let me and maricar off to go home... wanted to go home and sleep all the way but it ellien's birthday! happy birthday ellien!! so i went off to meet my class go ice-skate at jurong...of cus i had to rush to tm to get a present which is a light blue adidas cap...yay hoe ann sharing wif me...skating wus fun man... but scary at first and also u get to see another side of pple for instance jaryl and jj... those 2 are hilarious..
wus so pleased wif me being not the only one who din fall but in the end i did fall on my left knee cus this sucky black guy in yellow shirt went to purposely trip me and then say sorry sorry are u ok? tt's wus so fake... we noticed him long ago but i din see him coming towards me ma... argh..shan't mention him le...

after tt we went to CITY HALL (again.) to celebrate dear dear's birthday the svc wus slow man and jaryl's beloved motorola hp got spoilt cus some water got to it.. soon we'll all will be splitting up le... hai.. will definitely miss these days...

HEY nadiah pls try to come for the event k???
and sumei... hope u wun have any work tt day...help us get the peace wristbands too k?? love ya 2 loads

2005-03-17T23:38:00.000-08:00

tuesday and wednesday...the two most happening days so far

went out to meet the partial peace babes at city hall...i love city hall... so anyway i wus supposed to be early but in the end wus late cus gotta wait for sumei hu wus limping all the way cus of her knee..poor her... but still everyone wus late! so it wasn't too bad...
went to marina square to bowl cus bowling there is just 1 buck per game! and yay i din do badly like last time where i had a score of 25 instead i got 86! haha ok no big deal...but it's a huge deal to me la... maricar wus aiming for 100 pts but in the end... haha.. shall not say la.. den we went play pool...watching sumei and maricar play is hilarious... sumei actually dropped her cue while aiming...nice... tt's really pro lor... haha den we took a pic outside marina sq... here it is

nice nice... =))

den we went eh no rushed to suntec sakae sushi to eat early dinner cus buffet ends at 530 and we reached there at 515 so we only had like 15 mins to order everything and then the inner kiasu-ness in maricar and also her weirdness in taste is revealed... she wus flipping the menu and telling the waiter she wants EVERYTHINg... and in the end after a long wait.. only hers came cus she ordered all those raw stuff tt looks gross like the white slimy squid...so anw here's the partial food we ordered

maricar really ate alot so me and sumei decided to help her by stuffing the jellyfish sushi into our mouth and then go toilet throw away to avoid wastage cost...tt wus just gross
we left the place wif bloated tummies and maricar puked.. expected la...and we walked around suntec and raffles not missing both mango outlets...i just love mng..after tt is home for us...

i went out wif my family to city hall again... see told ya i love city hall...and i finally got my atm card!! yay...hope i wun spend it all.. and i bought 1 skirt and 1 bag frm mango and also a khaki shorts... so happy... shopping is good for de-stress...=) den we went lion city hotel for dinner.. the claypot rice rawks la... ok jac's off to camp! back on friday

anything to be with you....

2005-03-14T13:16:00.000-08:00

ok the pictures are up! click on the words below
the photos

today i'm supposed to go for the ogl thing and i completely slept pass it... got up late today and watched peter pan in the morning...haha i love jeremy sumpter...he's so so cute... so anyway i did some catching up on physics temperature topic...happy tt i could get it... i'm so going to work hard in jc and also in squash...i'm dreading the day the posting results are out...almost half my class is leaving to either tj, sajc or even overseas... ting i'll miss ya!! bring me along to sydney leh!! the fees at sydney aren't cheap man... 15,000 bucks a yr... ting's so lucky...
last nite i talked to my mom about me going into physiotherapy as a profession...she's quite supportive but only thing to get a diploma in physio i hafta go thru a-levels or else after As i might go overseas to get a deg... haha i might be able to go overseas as well! yay...

so anyway i'm looking 4wrd to tmr cus the peace babes will be going out!! finally i get to shop and play etc. wif them b4 skool starts and all...and then we'll be going to clarke quay for dinner at the settler's cafe which jo has been suggesting... so yup tt's all for now..=)

the amazing race- bbtc style

2005-03-13T21:48:00.000-08:00

today's the amazing race...haha it wus fun fun fun... a pity we din win but still i got to noe the girls from faithful-nest better and we took quite alot of pics!!! haha but i can't upload it today (sorry) cus my cam's batt is flat due to excessive photo taking... so yeap... i'll have it up by the next post...
we had to complete diff types of activities to earn points and i had to do something which i find outrageous and of cus embarassing... tt is "to pretend to faint and take a photo wif the stranger who comes over to help you" ... guess where i did it? right outside temasek poly after a 400m run which left my face flushed and the impression of me being weak and all... and who's the stranger? a security guard who took like soOo long to come to my aid and left me lying on the hot and who knows dirty ground waiting for help...he wus searching for medicated oil... but anyway when he knew tt it's a joke, he wus a good sport la he din mind... all in the name of innocent fun la..
the girls frm faithful-nest were all fun and sporting... they had to get their face painted wif poster colour and then walked frm somerset to dhoby ghaut... rubez even had to stand in the middle of the fountain in bugis for 2 mins.. she wus soaked at the back... haha... nice to have them around...=)
so anw i'm still deciding whether to go for the ogl thing tmr... or else i'll just slack around at home and sleep all the way till afternoon... sounds gd huh... we'll see

squish squash

2005-03-11T21:02:00.000-08:00

i'm finally home after squash... and my squash finally improved!!! yay... actually i went to band but my presence wus met wif hostility from the j2s and i happen to be sitting wif this person hu i din really like so i ran off to squash instead where the fun is...
left skool at ard 7 plus wif janice and her fren amanda...wus damn tired and i just had to miss my bus-stop so i had to walk up this long slope before i reached home.. argh

oh today i skipped chem lect and ran off to tm to watch boogeyman.. din really want to watch tt cus i wanted spongebob!!! but everyone wus kinda against spongebob... and pple DO NOT watch boogeyman...the ending suck... plus the duration wus like less than 1-1/2 hr... complete waste of my money so in the end i had to eat a pathetic curry puff for lunch..sad case man...

today din really feel like it's the last day of skool but anyway on monday still hafta go for ogl camp...looking forward to it.. =) and also the "stranger" camp on the 17-18th...fun... alrites off i go!

economics

2005-03-10T20:02:00.000-08:00

tt's the subject i'm sort of thinking to take when skool starts... think i can cope wif 4 subjs?? i think it's worth the try ba... anyway i'm still staying in tp... i really hope nadiah will get into tpjc! and tt we both will end up in the same class..haha
but now i'm kinda stuck between squash and band (again)... cus of the very nice seniors in band... i gtg...
i love tpjc

argh!!! the jis sucks

2005-03-02T23:56:00.000-08:00

ok i've been like trying for like dunno who long to do my registration and it just can't be logged in!!! i'm left wif like 1 more day... oh no!!!

anyway jac's quite happy wif my results... 3 As for the first time and the rest B3s..like yay! =) got my 600 bucks as reward last nite and tmr i'm gg shopping!!! a ripcurl sling caught my eye..can't wait to get it... thank god for my results man... nv thought this wld be possible.. anyway i'm just going to stay in tpjc...it's a good skool.. hahas alrite gtg try my jis again... argh

2005-02-05T03:29:00.000-08:00

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